feeling for you

to continue.

I finally remembered after much deliberation....
when I was eighteen.

It seemed as if I failed
sure I passed
the SAT
ACT
AND
attended into college for 1 full year.

In the summer of 1991
I applied for all teen dream jobs imagined

Come to find out I was still a little green
I heard that money is funny but that was ridiculas.

Truthfully I had forgone being hired at tall.

maybe it is because I was 5' 3 1\2"

Shake it down Shorty!


In a daze the blaze of summer passed by, and I some how wandered back into college. For another sanctimonious venture of intellectual colleges in pursuit of livelihood and higher learning. Some one casually reminded me of the fall semester by saying " Are you returning to school this semester?" in anal tone I mean a nasal tone.
And "Did you fail, are you taking those slow classes?"
You know those classes for you?"

that's all that's it!

BE BLACK AND DIE OR LIFE ON THE RUN!

UPON GAINING A RECOLLECTION

AS A SMALL 4 YEAR OLD I WAS TOLD ALL OF THE PATICULARS ONE MAY NEED TO GET ALONG IN LIFE.
WHEN I EARNED THE RIGHT TO OUT TO PLAY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. ONE PHRASE
THAT I HEARD AND HAD ALSO HEARD IN THE HOME IS "ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TO BE BLACK AND DIE"
WHY ONE WOULD EXPECT MORE FROM ME WELL IS WORTH ITS WEIGHT IN GOLD AND MORE!

I HAVE HEAR
100 PERCENT OF ALL AMERICANS IN MY GENERATION HAVE BEEN INCARCERATED

THE GOOD MORAL FIBER THE BACKBONE OF THE COMMUNITY!

FOR THE GREATER GOOD FOR ALL PEOPLE?

blab blab away

to get away from
get awayfrom that topic
step out of torture

so the aliens had come and folowed since around 1982.

sure we get along now
but theirs still lots to cleanup
still lots to do

to get
that race of people to put away all 85 stong holds against me
and 30 other types of devices for me alone
a singer dancer song wiriter
preacehr
now victor and champion
valient and mighty in battle.

Idle Here!

IDLE HERE!
OVER HERE
THIS IS WHERE ITS AT!

ITS GETTING HOT IN HERE!

WOO WOOO!

I SAY THAT BECAUSE I'M AN IDLE.
YADA

TO KNOW
INTMACY
SEX
I'M THE GOD OVER IT

THOSE AND PLENTY OTHER FACETS
I'VE CORNERED THE MARKET.

YES ITS A REGULAR GHOST SPECTACULAR OVER HERE

MORE NEWS DOWN BY THE BAYOU.

HAUNTINGS

STILL BEING HAUNTED BY ALL KINDS OF SPIRITS

MOST OF WHOM WANT TO
STICK TO ME TO PARTICIPATE IN AND PERFORM SECUAL ACTS
TO MAKE THEMSELVES OVER
AND JUST SWEAR
THAT THEY HAVE FORGONE PARTICIPATING IN A SEX ACT

THE CHILDREN AND I WARD THEM OFF NIGHT AND DAY
24/7

THEY SWEAR AND APPEAR TO ONLY BOTHER ME WHEN I'M WORKING
BUT JUST SWEAR THAT THEY ARE UNKNOWLEDGEABLE OF THE FACT THAT
I AM WORKING


CONDITIONS!!!

CONDITIONS ARE
OKAY
THEY ARE BEING SET BY A HANDFULL OF INDIVIDUALS THAT CAUSE PEOPLE
ALL PEOPLE ALL OVER THE PLANET TO HAVE PROBLEMS

THEY JUST INSISIT ON RUNNING DREAM STATE

ADDICTED

MUST USE DREAMSTATE USING ME.

THEY ARE ADDICTED TO YADA

I AM A MOTHER FIGURE.


FOLLOWED

TECHNICALLY I AM RICH

I NEED AN EXCEPTION FROM THOSE PEOPLES CONDITIONS
IT IS BIG TROUBLE FOR THE REST OF THE WORLD

NEEDLESS TO SAY I HAVE THE PERFECT COMBINATION
SEXY AND RICH

AND I'M SMART TOO!

THAT IS WHY THEY FOLLOW ME
FANATICS!

WE HAD SOME BETTER MOMENTS TODAY
SO IT IS NEWS WORTHY

THEY THE PEOPLE ON THIS PLANET JUST SWEAR
(BECAUSE THEY ARE TOLD AND BECAUSE THEY ARE CONDITIONED TO
BELIVE)
THAT MY MONEY IS FOR A DIFFERENT PERSON

I MAKE THAT MONEY
I TRAINED MYSELF TO SING AND TO DANCE AND TO WRITE AND TO APPLY MYSELF
FOR MONEY!!!!!!
SET OUT TO HAVE IT (MONEY) WHEN I FIRST REALIZE THAT IT (MONEY) WUZ!

AMEN WALLS

THEY BELIEVE THAT WHAT GOES ON IN ANOTHER BODY IS FAKE UNREAL
THE RESET ME IN A BAD SICKLY BODY.

EVEN IF I MET MEASURED SUCCESS IN THIS SICKLY BODY
THEY RESET ME
AND THEY ARE WITHOUT A LEG TO STAND ON FOR A GOOD REASON OR EXCUSE FOR DOING SO.
THIS HAS BEEN DONE OVER THE CORSE OF MY LIFE.

I BECAME A CHILD STAR AT 14 YEARS OLD
LIVED 6 YEARS INTO THE FUTURE AS DOING SO
AND SOMETIMES I OVERLAP FROM THAT LIFE.
I SAID STAR AS IN MONEY.
I BECAME RESET ALL THE WAY BACK TO WHEN I WAS 15

misery loves company manufacturing misery

STILL PILLING IT ON
EXCESSIVE

MODERATION IS KEY!

USE OF EXCESSIVE FORCE

WE CLAIM TO HAVE LEFT THE IDEALISM OF THE MIDDLE AGES
HOWEVER I STILL SUFFER FROM
THE INFRACTIONIST
DEALINGS
AGAINST
EQUAL OPPORTUNITY
ANTI-DISCRIMINATION
SEXUAL HARASSMENT
AND OTHER ENLIGHTEND
WAYS
APPEAR TO STILL BE MYTH.
HISTORY
IT TAKES
PUT
IT TAKES
OTHER TYPES OF SEEDY DEALS TO GET WHAT THEY
NEED
INCLUDING MURDER
TO MUCH FORCE
EQUALS
AN OFFENSIVE ATTACK

IN WHICH THE OFFENDER
THE CHRONIC OFFENDER IS WELL IN THE KNOW OF

WHICH LEAVES US REASONABLE CAUSE TO
DEFEND OURSELVES

ALWAYS WANTING
THAT WHICH BELONGS TO OTHERS
UNABLE TO CONCEPTUALIZE THEIR OWN

MISERABLE SOULS WILLING TO PAY THE PRICE AT ANY COAST
WITH VERY LITTLE
OR WITHOIUT ANYTHING AT ALL


WHEN THEY COME AROUND THE ONLY THING YOU FEEL
IS THEIR MISERY

IF THEY ARE MISERABLE WHY COME AROUND
BECAUSE MISERY LOVES COMPANY

THEREFORE MISERY BREADS MISERY
IF YOU QUIT COMING OVER AT LEAST
THOSE OF US WHO ARE LEFT WILL BE HAPPY

ITS AGAINST THE LAW IN THE USA TO BE MISERABLE

WE HAVE GREED TO HAVE LIFE LIBERTY AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESSS

OR SO WE OR DO SOME MISERABLY SEEK FOR THAT WHICH MAKES ONE HAPPY.

IT IS HARD TO SEND THE MISERABLE GROUP AWAY

THEY FEED ON YOU EITHER WAY

THEY FEED ON YOUR HAPPINESS UNTIL YOU ARE DRAINED
AND JOIN IN THE MISERY WHEN ONE ENDS AND THE OTHER BEGINS.

I CONCLUDE THEREFORE FROM OBSERVING AS IRONIC
AS IT MAY SEEM
THE MISERABLE CAN BE HAPPY.
SPREADING HAPPILY THEIR MISERY.
LAUGHING AT THE GENUINELY HAPPY WHEN THE COME AROUND
THINKING OF THEM AS MERE CLOWNS
DISMISSING THEM AS MERE GOOF OFFS
MAKING MISERY APPEAR TO BE A PROFITABLE COMPANY

THE AGONY OF DEFEAT

RECONSTRUCTION CAN BE A DOOZIE
TRYING TO REFORM
MAY LEAD TO MANY REVOLTS

THE PEOPLE CAN BE REVOLTING!

NOW

IT TIME TO DETAIN
AND TO REFORM

A RETURN TO NORMALCY!

A SURGES INTO THE NEW AGE
A NEW WORLD ORDER

DEALING WITH RECONSTRUCTION
YOU MUST STILL DEAL WITH THE HOLD OUTS
THOSE WHO FAIL TO BE IN THE KNOW
TO INFORM THESE PEOPLE OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL IT
FINALLY CHIMES IN
TO HOME
WHERE EVER IT MAY BE WHETHER ACROSS THE STREET
OR ACROSS THE WATER

HOMEWARD BOUND
TO TEACH EVERY MAN THAT HE IS THE KING OF HIS OWN CASTLE
THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE
IN OTHER WORDS GET YOUR OWN STUFF
INSTEAD OF BOTHERING MINE
THEN YOU WILL BE WITHOUT PROBLEMS FROM ME
THEREFORE VERY LITTLE PROBLEMS AT ALL

WHEN YOUR OPPONENT IS DEFEATED
YOU STILL MUST
DEAL
WITH
THEIR
AGONY
THEIR ORIGINAL COMPLAINT
THOUGH THEY ARE ILLEGITIMATE

AND THERE ARE PLENTY OF TRICKS
STILL UP THOSE SLEEVES

AND OF ALL PEOPLE 85PERCENT OF THEM NEED THEIR SWITCHES PULLED
OR NEED TO BE CORRECTED OR MONITORED BY OTHERS

BY VIRTUE OF THE FACT
THAT THIS IS PREDICATED ON THE TRUTH

WHEN PERSONS OUTSIDERS SHOW UP ON THE PREMISES
THEY ARE TO BE IMMEDIATELY ESCORTED OFF OF THE PREMISES AND DIRECTED ELSEWHERE BETTER SUITED FOR THEM

QUITE A DILEMMA
THAT IS AGE OLD

BECAUSE IT IS AGE OLD
IT IS THEREFORE OVER

AND TIME TO ADHERE AND TO COMPLY
SO THAT WE MAY
BE OUT WITH THE OLD
AND IN WITH THE NEW!

TELLING THE TRUTH THAT THE OLD IS PLAYED OUT


I ASKED THE OPPRESSOR
WHAT ARE THEY FIGHTING FOR?

THEY JUST WANT TO STEAL
PETTY THIEVERY CAN BE EASILY RESET


ONLY DOWN TO ONE WHO STIRS A RISE OUT OF THE REST

TO GET THE ONE ZOMBIE TO REMEMBER TO FORGO NEEDING HIS COMFORT ZONE
OF RELYING ON HIS OPPRESSOR
OR CAPTOR
TO AGAIN EMBRACE THE TRAIN OF THOUGHT
THE BELIEF
THAT EVERY MAN IS THE KING OF HIS OWN CASTLE

GO OUT ON THEIR OWN.
ONLY AFTER SUBMITTING TO REFORM

WE ALL AGONIZE UPON DEFEAT
I AM THE VICTOR
THE CHAMPION
AND THEREFORE
MANY FOLLOW ME LOOKING
FOR VICTORY
LEAD US TO VICTORY
THEY DEMAND OF ME
AND I DO BECAUSE I DO
AND IT IS WHAT THEY SAY I AM
AND IT IS
ALWAYS
WHAT I AM
I AM

TIME PROGRESSESS CONTINUED

and to boast

domestic engineer.

time for progress.

I am fighting for the day when I can remember.

Yom Kippur

if only I can remember.

Remember being with my children spirit babies.

remember being in my finer homes

governing over my domain.

a day of

Remembrance for all.

Remember to depart from the barbaric the dark ages

in to the NEW WORLD ORDER

the NEW AGE OF ENLIGHTENMENT

to forget the bad times

and opt for the good times

LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL

HAPPY DAY ARE HERE AGAIN.

I HAVE MADE REFERENCE

TO

THE RENAISSANCE

THE GAY 90S

AND THE ROARING 20'S

time for reform
recovery
independence from tyranny and from bondage

deliverance from the bondage of the sick mind
deliverance from the depraved and insane spirit
depraved because their deprived
insane because
false hopes and wishy washy dreams
improper foundation
blind faith
and shatter dreams

time to end the nigh at the end of the the dreadful night comes the
dawn
where one can break free and see clearly
where they are going.
After the naggy in the night
one would want to retreat
and find a peaceful place
where they can unwind and
live

time to reform
metamorphosis
and
be
a beautiful
people
a nation
an empire
the dawn

waiting for that new day
that great ta gettin' up mornin'
with out
the piercing
evil eye of the oppressor on you
with out his
breath on the back of your neck and on your back

we are dealing with persons
bread on read on and born to follow you
to annoy you to drag you down to what they started out with
you say what did you say preacher
I think I heard a wise man say naked I came into the world,...
Well Alright

Looks can be deceiving
You are looking at a rich man
inspite of
the encasing in which I am being detained.

Just a nigga in the bunch to those people.

now that all have shown an ability to recover

LET US FORGE FORTH WITH THE
ISSUE AT HAND
OF RECONSTRUCTION
IN THE 1920S HAD COME ABOUT
THE THE ISSUE OF PROHIBITION
OF ALCOHOL
ENDED UP BEING
THE REGULATION
OF THE CONSUMPTION OF SUCH SUBSTANCE

ALCOHOL
BEING AND AGE OLD BEVERAGE
COMPOSITE OF CHEMICAL AGENTS
USED FOR MEDICINAL PURPOSES
AND USED FOR DRINK THEREFORE GENERAL HEALTH FOR AN INDIVIDUAL

AND OTHER SUBSTANCE
PEOPLE WERE UNABLE TO SAY ACCURATELY OR BONE UP TO OR FESS UP TO BEING THE PROBLEM
GOOD OL
COCAINE
WAS A AGE OLD PICK ME UP
FINALLY RECOGNIZED AS
A STREET DRUG

HAD
FORGONE MEETING SUCH FATE

HAD FORGONE REACHING THE NOTORIETY
OF ALCOHOL
UNABLE TO FIT THE BILL
BECAUSE OF ITS DETRIMENTAL AFFECTS
DUE TO MISUSE
AND
IN THE WRONG UNTRAINED HANDS

ORDER
TIME FOR DISTRICTS
FOR THOSE OF LIKE INCLINATIONS
TIME FOR ORDER IN THE STREET
BETTER RECOGNITION OF STREET LIFE AND ITS CULTURE

TIME TO PROGRESS
IN
AMERICA IT IS
STILL 85 PERCENT RURAL
NOMADS LAND
IT IS STILL THE ROUGH CRUEL TERRAIN AND HARSH CLIMATE.

TIME TO PROGRESS FROM THE I'M GOING TO CLUB YOU OVER THE HEAD TO GET WHAT I NEED MENTALITY
WHICH IS STILL PREVALENT IN THE STREETS

TIME TO RISE FROM BASE NATURES
INTO HIGHER INTELLECT
COME LET US REASON TOGETHER
IT IS TIME

RIGHT VS. WHITE - NEW WORLD ORDER

I CLAIM RIGHTEOUS!

THE DOWN BY THE BAYOU OVER
HERE
IN FLORIDA
TORTURE IS STILL SUPREME

AFFECTS THE WHOLE WORLD.

75 PERCENT OF ALL WHITE PEOPLE ARE INVOLVED

85 PERCENT OF ALL AFRICAN AMERICANS ARE INVOLVED

100 PERCENT OF ALL WHITE PEOPLE INVOLVED BOTHER ME AND MY FAMILY
1 PERCENT OF AFRICAN AMERICANS BOTHER ME AND MY FAMILY
100 PERCENT OF ALL AFRICAN AMERICANS ARE TROUBLED BY POOR WHITE AMERICANS
75 PERCENT OF ALL WHITE AMERICANS TROUBLE AFRICAN AMERICANS

TIME PROGRESSESS CONTINUED

progresssive times/time to progress

ONE GETS STUCK IN A RUT ONE MUST
COME UP WITH A PLAN TO
PLOW HIMSELF OUT.

I WAS IN COLLEGE
I WAS GETTING FIELD EXPERIENCE IN MINISTRY AND PERFORMING

THEN I DECIDED TO FORGO RETURNING TO COLLEGE
TO ATTEMPT TO TRANSFER TO ANOTHER ONE IN THE BAY AREA
SO THAT I COULD COMFORTABLY GET A JOB FIND A PLACE TO LIVE AND STILL ATTEND SCHOOL

IT TURNED INTO OTHER THINGS

UPON REVIEWING THE CURRENT JOB MARKET
NEW THINGS HAD BECOME STATUS QUO

FLMA
CDS
401K

THINGS THAT I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO USING
TO GET MY FEET WET I FOR THE SUMMER BECAME EMPLOYED BY SEVERAL TEMP AGENCIES
THEN I THOUGHT I'D TRY MY HAND AT FAST FOOD
BECAUSE I THOUGHT I'D MISS SOMETHING.

SO THAT I COULD APPRECIATE BETTER THINGS
I MADE SURE I WORKED THE EARLY MORNING BREAKFAST SHIFT
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH.

LOW WAGES
AND ETC.

NOW I JOINED THE WORK FORCE FULL TIME AFTER BECOMING PREGNANT
IN 1996 I WAS GOING TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE AFTER MARRIAGE
I FIGURED AFTER FORGOING QUALIFYING FOR GOVERNMENT ASSITANCE
I SHOULD GET A ENTRY JOB WITH BENEFITS
FOR THE BABY

WHEN I WAS YOUNG MY MOTHER USED TO CALL ME A HYPOCHONDRIAC. ALWAYS ILL.


I TRIED MY DARNEDEST TO SAVE SICK DAYS FOR A LONG VACATION. BUT AS ALL INDIVIDUALS IN THE WORKFORCE
YOU MEAN YOU HAD A PLAN.

SO INSTEAD IT BECOMES TIME FOR DISCRIMINATION.

I CONTINUED TO WORK WITH OUT FAIL.

I HAD MY CHILD I HAD TAKEN LEAVE FOR 3 MOS.
JOB WITH BENNIE'S LOW WAGE
I FOUND A PART TIME JOB FOR MORE TIME WITH BABY AND FOR RECUPERATION
I FINALLY WAS ABLE TO GET ANOTHER JOB
FOR SLIGHTLY MORE PAY
WITH PAID FMLA (FAMILY MEDICAL LEAVE ACT) AND 401K
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
SO I WORKED AS SICK AS A DOG ON MOST DAYS.

I HAD A SECOND CHILD
RETURNED TO COLLEGE AGAIN

I CONTINUED TO WORK
SICK
AND SAVED MORE DAYS AND CREDITS
AND BROKE DOWN
AND PARTICIPATED IN THE
FMLA FOR ONE YEARS.

BLISS SHEAR BLISS
TO BE HOME ALONE WITH THE KIDS MOST OF THE TIME. WHEN WE WERE HOME.

STILL DOING MINISTRY AND PERFORMING GOSPEL MUSIC ALL ALONG.

TIME FOR RECUPERATION AGAIN AND SPEND TIME WITH CHILD. TO RETURN TO COLLEGE AFTERWARD.

THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN LOOKING UP.

UP TO 70 HOURS A WEEK OF WORK.

AROUND 5 HRS A NIGHT AT CHURCH.
CHOIR DIRECTING, DEPARTMENT COORDINATING, SINGING. ON "VOLUNTEER" BASIS.
STILL SICK STILL GETTING THOSE FEET WET
AND EXCERCISING AROUND 15 HOURS WEEK

GIVE ME A BREAK!
GIVE ME SOME PAY!

jealous

GIVE ME A J. E A.L.O.U.S.
J IS FOR JADA
E - ETERNITY
ADORED
LOVED
OUTSTANDING
UNITY
SALVATION
GOD OVER THE JEALOUS
OR

JADA
ETERNALLY
ANOINTED
LOVING
OVERSEER
UNITED
SPIRIT
GOD THE JEALOUS

STRANGE CHILDREN

CONDITIONS PERSIST

SO ABOUT THESE INDIVIDUALS

WHO

ARE EXCOMMUNICATED

FROM ALL RELIGIOUS BELIEFS

DUE TO COMING TO SEE ME

SPOILED ROTTEN ACID TAKING PHENS THAT ARE SOME ONE ELSES CHILDREN.

THESE SPIRITS OR GHOST

VISIT ME MORE THAN MY CHILDREN.

THESE BASTARDS

I SADLY AND REGRETFULLY USE THE TERM.

COME TO ME AS POOR BEGGARS AND ROBERS.

AS IMAGINED OF AGES OF OLD.

I IMAGINED AS A CHILD THAT THE TERM HAD COME ABOUT FROM THEIR CONSTANT

POOR DISGRACEFULL PESENCE AND LACK OF COOTH. FROM POOR UPBRINGING AND NEGLECT.

HOWEVER AS I AND OTHERS HAVE KICKED AROUND IDEAS PEOPLE MAKE CHOICES

I THOUGHT THAT SUCH TERM WAS OUT DATED.

BECAUSE OF THE OPPORTUNITY AFFORDED TO ALL.

HOWEVER OPPORTUNITY IS ALSO AS OLD AS THE SANDS OF TIME.

PERSONS ARE SHAPED AND FROMED IN A VARIETY OF ENVIRONMENTS

AND PEOPLE CHOOSE TO BE A CERTAIN PERSONA

TO GRATIFY

AND SATISFY

ONES

OWN SOUL

THEY CAN JUST STAY HOME.

INSTEAD OF COMING NEAR ME. TO NAG.

AND WHINE ABOUT HOW BAD LIFE IS.

THE SMART PILL

SHOULD BE PREFERED OVER THE

UNDER THE TABLE DRUGS

AGAIN I SEE THEM MORE THAN MY SPIRIT CHILDREN.

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST MERE THEIVES.

JUST A THEIF.

PLAYING DUMB

AND MAKING ONESELF DUMB

IS ALL TO COMFORTABLE OF A COMFORT ZONE!

2 ARE BLACK

5 THAT ARE WHITE.

TRY TO FORGO LEAVING SUCH

A BAD LASTING IMPRESSION

WITH LASTING REPERCUSSIONS

ALL INVOLVED IN THIS TORCHER CHAMBER EPIC SUFFER FROM THEIR ANTICS

AND THE INFACT IT EFFECTS THE WHOLE WORLD SUFFERS

BECAUSE I AM THE MAIN ONE WORKING ON THIS CASE.

TO SEE TO IT THAT IT MAY BE

DETAINED AND CONTAINED

AND POSSIBLY BROUGHT TO A SCREECHING HALT

FOR LONGER THAN

A FEW SECONDS

THEY HAVE A HARD TIME DISCERNING THE COMPOSITION OF AN INDIVIDUAL.

HARD TIME DISCERNING WHAT IS PROPER ORDER

LACK COMMON SENSE.

AS THING

TO GET OFF ON

TO GET BY WITH.

SO ON AND SO FORTH

YET WE ALL SUFFER FROM THE ILLS OF THE SOCIETY.

AND I THE MOST. I SUFFER THE MOST.

I FIGHT HARD
FOR THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE.
HARDER THAN MOST.

I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO LIVE ON THE STREETS FOR 4 YEARS.

SEE THE CHORNICALS IN NARNIA LINK ON THE RIGHT.--->

THEY SWEAR THAT WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS CAUSING THE TORCHER CHAMBER TO GO AWAY OR IS HELPING ALL INVOLVED OR AT LEAST SOME OTHERS.

WE ALL INCLUDING THEMSELVES SPEND MORE

SPEND MORE TIME IN THE TORCHER CHAMBER

AND MORE MONEY FOR SAFETY.

AND MORE ON STOLEN ITEMS

AND ETC .

MANIPULATING THE SITUATION

PERVERTS

PERVERTING JUDGMENTS ON ALL LEVEL

LACKING COMMON SENSE.

THERES THE INSITGATOR/MANIPULATOR- JUST TRYING TO SEE

AIMLESS WITH OUT ANY DISIRED END

FAIL TO PLAN TO FAIL.

THEY CLAIM THEY WANT VICTORY

WITH CLAIMS OF VICTORY

THEY PRANCE AROUND

SHOWN' THEIR STANK BEHIND

LIKE SOME NAPPY HEADED CHILD

WANTING TO GET ATTENTION

JUST TO GET ARISE

THE 2 THAT ARE BLACK

WHICH A GOOD RATIO

OF ALL THE MILLIONS INVOLVED ONLY 2 PROACTIVELY ANNOY ME.

SEE I HAVE A DESIRE

THAT THOSE 5 INDIVIDUALS THAT I SEE AND

THE REST OF THE 500 THAT I HAVE FORGONE SEEING

QUIT COMING OVER TO ME

OR TO MY HOUSE

THATS IT

AND THE

REST WILL BE TAKEN CARE OF FOR ALL.

I AM THE GREAT HIGH PRIEST YADA, THE DIVINE

THE DAWN

THE LABELLADONNA T9E!

MOTHER SUPERIOR

SEPA RA ADONNA

RAV SAPHIRA

EMPEROR

GOD BEYOND THE UNIVERSE!

blah - THE CREAM REWARDS!

WHY ARE PEOPLE CHECKING FOR DIRT
WHEN ALL CREATION CAME FROM THE DIRT

GOD MIXED HIMSELF WITH DIRT AND MADE MAN

SO THIS MORNING I WAS FORCED TO BLOW UP THE UNIVERSE

AND SOME ONE RESET EVERY ONE BACK
IN THIS HEINOUS SITUATION.

THIS
BARBARIAN PORTION OF THE TORCHER CHAMBER EPISODE
IS THE SAME HORRENDOUS STUFF
PEOPLE ARE CONDITIONED TO DO.


I MUST BE THE CENTER OF THEIR JOY!


THEY ALL COME TO ME ALL OVER 800 THOUSAND MILLION PEOPLE.
TO CLAW AND GASP LIKE A DROWNING SHIP IN THE SEA OF SIN.
FILLED WITH SIN SICK SOULS
BECAUSE THEY HAVE TAKEN IT IN
SIN
IN WHICH
WE ARE BORN IN
AND
UNABLE TO BEAR.

I AM
THE GOD OF EVERYTHING BUT A CHILD OF GOD!
...BE BLACK AND DIE!
...IF YOUR GOING TO BE A BITCH BE A GOOD ONE!
...AND ALL OTHER REALISTIC PHRASES AND IDIOMS AND TRUTHS TO LIVE BY.

WIVES TALES AND FABLES
I'M A REALIST
TO THE EXTREME APPARENTLY
HOW BAZAAR.

THE SUPPLIER OF ALL THEIR NEEDS.
GOD OF PHASADS
THE GOD OF THE CURSED!

REALITY CHECK
CONDITIONS PERSIST
GOD CURSED MAN TO WORK
WOMEN ARE TO BE SUBMISSIVE TO MEN
ANIMALS ARE BENEATH MAN KIND
BLACK PEOPLE HAVE A BLACK CURSE


SO
WOMEN ARE NOW EQUALS
WE MUST WORK AND STILL BE SUBSERVIENT AND SUBJECT TO ALL REMAINING CONDITIONS THAT PERSIST
ADD TO THAT YOU ARE BLACK
ITS THE CREME DELA CREME!

I HAD FORGONE AS A SMALL CHILD EXPECTING ANYTHING MORE THAN WHAT WAS APPARENT.

PEOPLE ARE EXPECTING GOD TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME THAT HAS FORGONE
EVER BEING DONE IN THE HISTORY OF MAN KIND.


ITS TOO MUCH STUFF FAR TO MUCH
PEOPLE GO ON THE NEXT LIVES
WHILE I SIT HERE BARELY ALIVE.

TO DIGRESS
OR CONTINUE
SO AFTER I HAD BLOWN UP THE PLANET

INSTEAD OF RESETTING IT WITHOUT
THE TORCHER CHAMBER EPISODE AND ITS
CONSPIRATORS



ITS EITHER THE CREME DELA CREME OR THE PLASTIC ON THE SURFACE.

THEIR IS SUCH A POLICY AMONGST MEN
IF YOU ARE OFFENDED YOU MUST REWARD YOURSELF WITH WHAT YOU LIKE.

I LIKE CREAM
CAKE AND KRISPY KREME CHOCOLATE COVERED CREAM FILLED DOUGHNUTS.
BAVARIAN CREAM..

THAT DEAR PEOPLE
IS WHAT I AM TO HAVE EVER IN LIFE
IN REPLACE
OF
MONEY
SEX
FOOD
CLOTHING
AND HOUSING.

THE CLOTHES I HAVE I HAVE HAD SINCE 2001 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.


I AM IN 100% NEED OF MONEY.

BECAUSE
KRISPY KREME HAS FORGONE BEGGING FREE

AND ITS NEAREST LOCATION IS IN TAMPA
AND I'M IN SAINT PETERSBURG.
ACROSS TAMPA BAY!
ANN ENTIRE BODY OF WATER
WITH OUT
MONEY
TRANSPORTATION
AND ETC.
HOW DOES ONE OBTAIN SUCH A REWARD.
I WILL HAVE TO TRY AS
HARD AS
A DEDICATED
CHRISTIAN DISCIPLE
TO REACH HEAVEN
MAKE THE RAPTURE
AND AVOID
THE TRIBULATION PERIOD
AND THE LAKE OF FIRE!
THE END ALL BE ALL
KRISPY KREME CHOCOLATE COVERED CREME FILLED DOUGHNUTS.

I 'LL KEEP YOU ALL POSTED ON MY JOURNEY TO OBTAIN THE CREME REWARDS

...
SINCE 2005 BEEN TRYING TO PROTECT MY CHILDREN AND MYSELF!

PRAYING FOR A WAY TO STAY AWAKE TO WATCH OVER THEM.
OR FOR GOD TO INTERVENE
AS THE OLD SAYING GOES TO DIGRESS
"GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELPS THEMSELVES"

I AM NOW CURSED TO STAY WAKE ALL DAY AND NIGHT
WITH A FEW SECONDS OF SLEEP BEING SURROUNDED BY
BARBARIANS OF ALL SORTS
THEIVES AND ROBBERS.

PEOPLE ARE TORCHERING
THE SOULS OF 85 PERCENT OF ALL AFRICAN AMERICANS
I TO "THEM" AM JUST ONE IN THE BUNCH
BUT FOR SOME STRANGE REASON THEY HAVE TAKEN TO FOLLOWING ME1
EVERY WAKENED HOUR.

SEE ANOTHER SAYING
"MANY ARE THE AFFLICTIONS OF THE RIGHTEOUS"

HOW LONG IS GOD'S DELIVERANCE.

SPIRITS WANT ME TO BE RIGHTEOUS SO THAT I MAY HAVE GOOD GIFTS
PEOPLE MAKE SURE I GO DOWN A PATH TO BE RIGHT
AND THEN COMPLAIN
WHY ARE YOU DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE
YET AGAIN
I REITERATE
PEOPLE EXPECT MORE FROM GOD FOR ME
THAN HAS EVER BEEN DONE FOR ANY.


HERES ANOTHER
TO GIVE HONOR WHERE HONOR IS DUE
TO BE RIVALED BY ANOTHER
OR TO THAT I SAY AND YOU ANOTHER ONE
OR I'LL RAISE YOU ONE BETTER
LEARN TO TUTE YOUR OWN HORN!

SO HINCE FORTH NOW AND FOREVER UNTIL ETERNITY

I AM THE GREAT
HIGH PRIEST YADA
THE DAWN
THE LABELLADONNA T9E!
MOTHER SUPERIOR
SEPA RA ADONNA
RAV SAPHIRA
EMPEROR
GOD BEYOND THE UNIVERSE!

all for one and one for all

stern and adamant


this torcher chamber episode is ridden with and reaking with
putrid conditions

they the opposition use conditions of stern and adamant
of all parties, there appears to be only 15 individuals doing such conditioning via dream state.

SOME SPIRITS APPEAR TO BE WEAK

FOR THE LACK OF A BETTER TERM
HARD HEADS MAKE SOFT BOTTOMS
FOR ALL PARTIES INVOLVED

WE MUST DEAL
WITH THE REPERCUSIONS OF
THEIR "CLICKING"

OF THEIR ATTACKS

THEY ARE DEFINANTLY
PERSISTANT

STERN AND ADAMANT
...
PERSISTANT
- -WHAT COMES UP FIRST AFTER THAT
JEALOUSY, PERVERSION, FILTH.
ALL ENDING IN THAT
INSANITY

PINNACLE
WHAT A CLIMATIC END

----
I MYSELF HAVE NOTICED MY SPIRIT
SUFFERING
BRAIN DAMAGE FROM SEVERE SPIRITUAL ABUSE OPPRESSION.AFTER SUFFERING SEVER "PHYSICAL" TRAUMAS . OR DAMAGE TO MYSELF MY SPIRIT. DAMAGE FROM THOSE PERSISTANT SPIRITS.
severe enough to become brain dead.

PERSISTANCE PAYS OFF!

AND QUITE A ROBBERY IT IS.

REMEMBER ALL IILL WILLED SPIRITS WILL
-- STEAL KILL AND BE DESTRUCTIVE.

WHEN LEFT TO THEIR OWN WHILES
WHEN UNATTENDED TO .

TO BE IDLE
IS A VIOLATION OF
THE USE OF MODERATION

OVER INDULGENCES IF YOU WILL IN ME TIME.

WE ARE BOTH SEEKING THE SAME THING ON OPPOSITE ENDS OF THE SPECTRUM.


POWER!

WHICH LEADS US
TO
VARIANCE
A GATHEIRNG OF THOSE WHO ARE IN DISAGREEMENT.
AROUND SUCH A SAINT AS MYSELF.


MISERY LOVES COMPANY

ALL LOVE A REBEL


AM I A LIBRAL,
OR CONSERVATIVE
ALL CAN BE REBELLIOUS.
BUT ITS ALL TO HOT

SELFISH AMBITIONS

POWER OF LOVE MONEY SPIRITUAL ENDOWMENTS, GIFTS BLESSINGS
POWER OF ALL SORTS.
POWER OF DEATH AND LIFE.

PERSISTANCE IS KEY.

THEY GO ON THEIR NEXT LIVES FOR RECOOPERATION FOR DOWN TIME.

BY ALL MEANS KIDS REMEMBER

MODERATION IS STILL THE KEY
AS WELL.


ALL IS FOR ONE
PERSISTANCE.
PERSISTANT PURSUIT OF POWER.

emperors groove

I like to dance
I am indeed one of the best of dancers


dancing to feel free
to feel as
if you are flying
in control
of yourself


I LEARNED TO TURN mourning into dancing

...

temperance
sobriety
study to be quit
TRAIN OF THOUGHT THAT THINGS ARE TEMPORAL
WOULD FORGO BECOMING DEPRESSED OVER REGRETTING AND THE TROUBLES OF THE WORLD
BECAUSE OF A FINAL PLACE OF REST IN HIS HEAVENS IN MIND.

....

avoiding being
clamorus
back bitting
negative
lusting after someone
complaining
whinNing

quit
cold turkey

IT'S OUR ANNIVERSARY!!!

TODAY IS THE ANNIVERSARY
OF THE WAY WE ARE AND THE
WAY WE WERE ...

THE TORCHER CHAMBER EPISODE

I WAS STUNNED

THAT NIGHT I WAS AWAKENED

STUNNED THAT THE CHILDREN BULK OF THEM WERE IN THE TORCHER CHAMBERS AGAIN
AND GOING AROUND ON THEIR NEXT LIVES WITH OUT KNOWLEDGE OR CARE.

BEFORE MY RETURN TO FLORIDA IN MAY
SOULS WERE BEING TORCHERD 13 XS A SECOND
WE WERE HERALDED AS THE SAVIOR!

THEN FORGETFULNESS STRUCK

AND KNOWN I AM AS THE SCARLET LETTER THAT EVERY ONE WANTS TO LEAVE
ALWAYS ACCURSED
AND ALWAYS THE SAVIOR

SO MEANWHILE THE EMPEROR DEALS
WITH THE TRAGEDIES OF THE WORLD
ALL IN A DAYS WORK
WHILE
BEING HELD CAPTIVE.

STRANGE CHILDREN SPIRITS POP UP NEXT TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES A SECOND
AFTER BEING APPREHENDED.

STILL
TRYING TO CONVINCE THEM TO QUIT.

A STRANGE SOUL BORN OR MADE TO TORCHER AND TO ENDURE BEING TORCHERED.
IN A WORLD
OF UNNECESSARY RACIAL DISCORD.


UP TO 75 CONDITIONS ON THE PLANET FOR MEN TO DISLIKE WOMEN.

SEVERAL OTHER CONDITIONS FOR WHITES TO HATE ETHNICS.


BLACK CURSES

AND SO ON AND SO FORTH


WE HAVE MANAGED TO MAINTAIN AND ADAPT AND OVER COME

CAN THE PUBLIC THE GENERAL PUBLIC QUIT PLEDGING THEIR LIVES TO COME TO MY HOUSE,
NEAR WHERE I AM
IS WHERE THE BULK OF THE DANGER IS.

THIS IS A CALL TO ORDER
THE NEW WORLD ORDER!


BLESSINGS AND UNITY!

STATE OF EMERGENCY!!!!!!! - Nigga didn't I tell you to run!!!(5xs)

Shema Israel adonai eleheinu adonai echad!

Shabat Shalom!

Ace lama lekem!

again when I left florida it was indeed a state of emergency!
sheer and utter chaos
only to be followed by more sheer and other chaos!


Being left for dead
being left destitute
I and few million others
now with nearly 100% of all african americans in my age group experincing incarceration

people being made transient and accused of spying and having other larcenic attributions ascribed to them

having to be in the streets run the streets and live the fast life all predicated upon achieving the american apple pie in the sky dream.

We are either
Getting their fast
(using the fast lane)

or going no where fast(5xs)

or

THE MORE THINGS CHANGE THE MORE THINGS STAY THE SAME!

You see I was mad as hell!
when I had to leave my seren environment of holesomeness that I had created for myself
AND MY TWO CHILDREN


I heard an old song say O siner man where do you run to

....
It goes on to say all on that day

...
what great and noteable day
are you looking for.

Cause they have all been
bad
and filled with how do you say tribulation!!!!!!!
periods of tribulation
are
anyfold
which
enrapturing moments are you working for!!!!

My what a revelation
400 years!!!!
okay 400years!!!

from shore to shore
will their be
400 more!!!!

Yet I digresss
when I was a child recieving my neighborhood training

I and everybody else
Bless his name
Learned
When something goes down
Run nigga run.

And when you behind gets caught!
Nigga didn't I say run!!!!!!!!

IF YOU ARE RUNNING FROM THE FUZZ OR
RUNNING FROM TROUBLE MAKERS.

With all african americans having blood and needing crypts to rest in
we still have a need for how do you say
peace normalcy holesomeness
however my dear friends be carefull of who you look to for your examples!

there more to the apperance than what meets the eye
they
say Ah when I see him!

What!!!
Amen
What was your life like before this so called enrapturing vision that we should be running from all on that day!

I am anti people afriad of the rapture
live life while you can!!!!

People are dead and dying
in bodies
sleep walkers.

New day
New world order
New way
Blessings and unity
___________________

Again we are trying to escape!

THIS IS THE STATE OF EMERGENCY!!!~!!!!!!!!
This is where now it all started
I took off runnin'
just like they said you should from the fuzz
DANGERS SEEN AND UNSEEEN
like I said children live life while you can!!!
waiting for those warm fuzzy moments

of highness off of that apple pie undesigned for you to obtain but made by you!
have to what yourself around hear.

Trying to make someone build your america off of the sweat of their brow while they lie in scawller.

Most people are tired!

Give me your poor and your tired!!!!!!!

Suffering from abuse begets abuse in our land.

every man for himself!
sound like everything old is new again!

again I reiterate 400 years!

so we left for a better life where as I siadto the children
I am lookin' for a place where "a nigga got a chance"

after living a life so prim and proper and sanctified
I decided I reserved the right to use the word nigga after being treated so much like so.

After being taught to use that word sparingly
And again we have the use of choice words reserved for such a time as this!

Yall understand me!

They are unable to leave
because they are unable to seperate themselves from my richness.

Its like malaria
I am exotic
whether I know it or not(5xs)

but again I remind you it took 400 years until they were sick of it.

A bit of Love sickness.

New Day!
in the 60's
was the dawing of a new day
and wuite a struggle it is.
niggas getting whipped
now in this day and age
still getting whipped up on in the easy chair.

If you avoid standing up for something you will lie down for any and every thing.

its a hceep trick being clumped in with the po white trash of this society and wondering why we are all like
the victims of a sinking ship.

what a fix I am in.

fighting and clawing
for mire survival.

When I reach the distant shore I am left destitute.

While "they" run off with the spoils.
but I raise you one better
you better run with the pack
and I dare say be
"THE LEADER OF THE PACK"

NIGGA
EM EM
YALL KNOW WHO I AM TALKING TO
BECAUSE YOU ARE CALLED SO
EVEN IF IT IS BEHIND YOUR BACK
AND BEHIND CLOSED DOORS

KEEP IN MIND
I ALL SO SAID TO MY CHILDREN
THAT EVEN IF THAT
SO CALLED NIGGA GOT A CHANCE
THEN SO MUCH SO FOR ME
FOR US
MAYBE I'LL FIND SOME WELL BREAD INDVIDUAL TO PROMISE MY GIRLS OFF TO TO SEND THEM AWAY FROM THIS HELL WHOLE.


LIVE LIFE WHILE YOU CAN.

I'VE BEEN TO THE HOLY LAND
AND QUITE A STRUGGLE IT IS
WE ALL HAVE MOUNTAINTOP EXPERIENCES
PINNACLE
VALLY LOW
EVERYWHERE I GO
I MUST
PRAISE MYSELF
TO RAISE MYSELF
ABOVE
THE COMMON EXPECTATION
TO LEAD THE PACK
I HIT THE GROUND RUNNIN'
AND WHEN I WAS FIRST THROWN
I SLEATHERED THROUGH AND TO THE WATERS

THIS ATE OF EMERGENCY BARELY HITS THE PAPER!!!
ITS ALL HUSH HUSH
WHAT THEY AREA SAYING IS AS FAR AS I'M CONCERN THAT NIGGA CAN EAT DSHIT AND DIE
AND WHAT I'VE HEARD IS ALL I GO T TA DO
IS BE BLACK AND DIES
BUT I
RISE
I RAISE YOU ONE BETTER
I
SHALL
ALWAYS
LEAD THE PACK
IF YOU THROUGH ME IN THE GRAVE
MY BONES SHALL BE THE ENERGY THAT FUELS
NATTIONS
TO SAFTY AND PEACE

I AM THE CREME DELA CREME BECAUSE
I AM SOUGHT AFTER LIKE THE JEWEL OF THE NILE!

I AM INDUSTRIOUS
I AM COMMERCE
AS YOU SAW ON THE SELLING BLOCKS


INSTEAD OF KIDNAPPING AND ENSLAVING ME
CONTACT MY PEOPLE
AND I'LL CONTACT YOUR PEOPLE
WE'LL
MAKE A CONTRACT
TO DO BUSINESS

I AM UNABLE TO DO BUSINESS WITH THOSE THEY HAVE SENT ME

IS THIS THE BEST YOU'VE GOT!

SO I MUST STLL FIGHT TO GET OUT OF THE CHAINS AND THE CUFFS!!!!!
AMEN

AKA THEY STILL HAVE ME SURROUNDED!

INTERGREATION VS SURRONDED!

BUT WE MARCH ON!
SUFFERING BREAK INS
THIS
RESTLESS
SPIRITS

ARE THE ARROWS
TO
TAKE

MY PROVISION
.
THAT AFFECT ME IN THE "NATURAL"
....

THEN THEY WANT BE TO CRY OVER THE WAY WHITE PEOPLE TREAT YOU IN THEIR PRESENCE.

I ALWAYS AVOIDED BEING THAT NIGGA.

SO I MUST STLL FIGHT TO GET OUT OF THE CHAINS AND THE CUFFS!!!!!
AMEN

STATE OF EMERGENCY!!!!!
BLESSINGS AND UNITY!

cereala pleaasant bowl of cereal

Sureal

Well most people lie! Despies Lies Love Lies!

Well ...
Well hell!

or oh well then.

discerning the spirits.

they appear to be over fears
but torment definitely is prevalent.


liers lie in wait to deceive
deceiving others oft times lead
to deception of ones' self
THE DECEPTION OF THE DECEIVED

PEOPLE LOVE THE POWER OF LIES

FALL PREY TO IT LIKE THE SWEET
PRESENCE OF ANOTHER IN WHICH ONE HAS GROWN
SWEETLY
AFFECTIONATE OF
LIES GROW
THEY GROW
MONEY LIKE IT GROWS ON TREES
TO THE POINT THAT I THOUGHT THE ORIGINAL LIE IS WHERE MONEY WAS CONCEIVED

MONEY MUST BE A LIE BECAUSE I CAN BARELY SEE IT

MAKE PLENTY OF IT.
DEFINITELY NEED IT
LOVE WANES AND SOON FADES AWAY WITH OUT IT
LIES AND MONEY MUST BE SOME WHAT OF AN EQUIVALENT

LIES GROW LOVE FASTER THAN IT DOES MONEY

LIES HAVE A FATHER
THAT'S LIES LEARNED TO LOVE I'M SURE

LOVE LEARNED TO LIE
LOVE DEFINITELY LOVE LIES
ONCE BESIDE IT LIES BESIDES LOVE AND LOVE ON TOP OF LIES, LOVE IT WOULD BE ANOTHER WORD BESIDE.
QUITE A TRYST

TRIED AND TRUE WHAT ELSE COULD LOVE
I MEAN LIES
I MEAN MONEY DO!

LIES LIE IN THE MIDDLE ALL THE TIME
LIES COME FROM THE BEGOTTEN OF GOD!

QUIT AN TOOL OF AMUSEMENT!
DISHONEST PROFESSIONS LIE IN A BED OF MONEY!

GOOD LIERS LEARN TO BELIVE THEIR OWN LIES
EVEN THE HONEST BELIEVE LIES OFTTIMES

LIES AT ANY COST
BUY OR EARN!
WITHERED THROUGH
TORCHER
ON ALL LEVELS
PASSION AND OBSESSION
THEY ALL LIE!

THE TRUE THEE FOLD CORD OF LOVE
LIES MONEY LOVE AND THEN SOME.
LOVE TO MAKE LOVE
LOVE TO MAKE MONEY
MONEY TO BUY PLENTY
LIES MAKE LOVE
SOMEWHAT OF A FATHER
LOVE TO MAKE LIES.

SOMETIMES LIES CAN BE FUNNY!

PILES OF MONEY
PILES OF LIES
SOME TIMES PEOPLE ARE FULL OF IT

IS THERE ANY END TO IT!

TILL BURNED OUT!
DRUGED AND INTOXICATED ON OR BECAUSE OF...
THEY JUST GO AROUND AND LIE

REST UP FOR ANOTHER TIME!

schizo waz here FELLINGS OF SUPERIORITY -GOD

trying to remove the drug element
or
dying to remove the drug element


WHOD'VE THUNK IT ???


THAT SPIRITS CAN GET HIGH
AND HAVE ALL OF THE
SYMPTOMS
TRIPPIN'
CLICKIN
AND
TWEEKING
LIKE THOSE WHO ARE POPPED OUT,


POOPED OUT
EMPEROR YADA
LIL OL' T9E FROM AROUND THE WAY

WHO HAS LIVED A LIFE OF SOBRIETY
AND HOLINESS ALONG THE WAY

IS LEFT
TO BE FOLLOWED
BY SUCH


WHAT'S A GIRL TA DO
STAY TUNED FOR MORE FROM

SPIRIT!!!

WE GOT THE SPIRIT
YEAH!! YEAH!!
(REPEAT3XS)

WE GOT THE WHAT?.. WHAT?.. WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?

WHAT SPIRIT OR
WHAT MOOD DOES ONE PERSONIFY?

SPIRIT - ONE CAN SAY THAT ONE WITH SPIRIT IS ENERGETIC.


AT FIRST WE WE'RE DEALING WITH FEAR AND TORMENT

WITH THIS NEW EPISODE IN MY LIFE
HOEPEFULLY THE FINAL CHAPTER OF OPPRESSION
IN THE CHRONICAL LAND OF NARNIA!!!!!
HOWEVER

UNFORTUNATELY FOR ME
BIRDS OF A FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER
AND
FLY HIGH
HIGH
AS A KITE!
SO HIGH THEY TOUCH THE SKY!
THESE SLOUTHFUL
SPIRITS
SUFFER FROM
DRUG ADDICTIONS
AND
CODEPNDECY.

HOW TO GET RID OF THE LOSSES
FOR THE LACK OF A BETTER TERM IS BEYOND ME.
CAN A SPIRIT WITH
UNPOPPED OUT OR WITH OUT A BODY
RECOVER FROM SUCH ADDICTION.
JOY JUICE.
JUICED
THEY COME ONLY TO STILL AT ANY COST TO ME.

SPEAKING OF HIGH
I HAVE REACHED PINNACLE!!!!
AS IN MOMENTS WHICH ARE TO BE CELEBRATED
WHERE MY PSIRIT BABIES REALLY SHINE THROUGH
TO RESCUE ALL INVOLVED AND THE WORLD.

I ACHIEVE NEW HEIGHTS AND NEW GOALS UNTHOUGTH OF.

OPPERATION REALIZATION
HOPEFULLY COMING SOON!

Affirmative Action - The Crafty One

POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS

ALWAYS ENCOURAGE YOURSELF

MEDITATE ON GOODNESS
AND PERFORM YOUR MANTRA
CHANTING
AROMATHERAPY



I AM VIRTUE
I AM A HIGHER POWER
I AM LOVE
I AM RA

I AM THERE - ON SUCH A PLATEAU

I AM MADE IN THE IMAGE OF I AM
I AM WRAPPED I AM UP IN DARKNESS
AND I AM WAS REVEALED
AND I AM SHONE
I AM MULTIPLYING
SHALL
REIGN FOREVER MORE
THE BRILLIANCE OF I AM
PROJECTS ETERNAL

I AM DECLARES I AM
I AM DECLARES THE PRODUCTION OF I AM
I AM BRINGS I AM IN TO THE REMEMBRANCE OF I AM

I AM BUILDS A LOFT, FOR I AM
I AM PRAISES I AM
I AM PRAISES THAT WHICH IS I AM

I AM CONDITIONS I AM
TO MAINTAIN
THAT WHICH IS I AM.

I AM RESPONDS DILIGENTLY
I AM TO BE DEPENDANT ON

I AM WILLS I AM TO BE
I AM INDEPENDENTLY


VALIANT
HEROIC IN ALL THINGS
THE VICTOR

I AM FLIES ON THE SPIRIT OF I AM

LOVE REVISITED

Love

Because it is required


And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all

-

thy heart

-

thy might

-

thy soul

-

and all

-

thy resources!

Deut. 6:5


What is required? To love.

Seems like it is a simple thing. Beyond feeling as well as with feeling. It is a gift to love. The very breath of God who is Love and exist in all and is in all places

Deposited in us is the required exchange or payment if you will for

His goodness and His love. Remember His word will forgo returning to Him void. One can say, He does indeed give His love unconditionally at times, however all will be required to give, of their own resources a return to Him. In fact, He requires the best, the first fruits. After being bestowed with and heavily endowed with the LORD’S blessings one may give an emotional response drenched with His love. But all in all we put our feelings to the side and decide to love.

Decide to love today! Amen.

WATER OF LIFE MINISTRIES

MINISTER JADA JORDAN

HTTP://WOLMJJ.TRIPOD.COM

LOVE REVISITED

SO WHEN SPIRITS ARE ALLOWED
TO PUT FECAL MATTER ON YOU ALL DAY CONTINUALLY
IS THAT THE END ALL BE ALL
CONDITIONS STILL PERSISTS.
PARTLY CLOUDY PREDICTIONS
NEEDING BETTER CONDTIONS APPLIED

SPEAKING OF CONDITIONS,
LOVE

BETTER CONDTIONAL OR UNCONDITIONAL
IF GOD CONDITIONED US AND THE UNIVERSE BETTER THINGS WOULD BE BETTER.
Love

Because it is required


And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all

-

thy heart

-

thy might

-

thy soul

-

and all

-

thy resources!

Deut. 6:5


What is required? To love.

Seems like it is a simple thing. Beyond feeling as well as with feeling. It is a gift to love. The very breath of God who is Love and exist in all and is in all places

Deposited in us is the required exchange or payment if you will for

His goodness and His love. Remember His word will forgo returning to Him void. One can say, He does indeed give His love unconditionally at times, however all will be required to give, of their own resources a return to Him. In fact, He requires the best, the first fruits. After being bestowed with and heavily endowed with the LORD’S blessings one may give an emotional response drenched with His love. But all in all we put our feelings to the side and decide to love.

Decide to love today! Amen.

WATER OF LIFE MINISTRIES

MINISTER JADA JORDAN

HTTP://WOLMJJ.TRIPOD.COM

GET UGLY FOR GOD

SO HERE WE ARE TODAY.

THAT FIGURES
DISFIGURED MARED
FROM LIFE'S "LITTLE ROAD BUMPS"

FROM BEAUTY
TO THE BEAST

SPORTING THE HUMBLE LITTLE TROLL LOOK IS
ULTRA ENVOUGE

YODA!

THE WISE ONE

FROM YADA TO YODA
YADA YADA YADA!



YADA = TO KNOW

THE SEXY ONE YADA TO KNOW AS IN SEXUAL INTERCOURSE

SO GUESS
I MEAN I KNOW I'M ETERNALLY SEXY!


SO AFTER PASSING ALL SORTS OF SPIRITUAL CODES
TO THE WHITEST BRIGHTEST FAIREST OF THEM ALL

ONE MUST STILL BE SUBJECT TO BE TORCHER
IN WHICH ONE WILL LOOK LIKE A HAG
GUARANTEED.

I MET MY RESOLVE THAT I NEED PLASTIC SURGERY AFTER DOING SEVERAL HOURS OF EXERCISES A DAY.


AND BONE STRUCTURE CAVING IN

HOWEVER BACK TO THE FACTS
THAT
I AM BEING BLACKLISTED FROM EMPLOYMENT
AND MY BANK ACCOUNT
SO THAT IS ON THE BACK BURNER
AND THEREFORE SO IS LIFE
DO SPIRITS HAVE TO MAKE YOU SO DAMN MALODOROUS THAT YOU CAN NOT EVEN GET IN THE BATH TUB WITH YOURSELF!

WHY IS IT IF I AM UNABLE TO SEE
THOSE SPIRITS THAT I AM ABLE TO SMELL THEM OKAY
NOW
THAT HAVE THOUSANDS OF CHILDREN FROM IMMACULATE CONCEPTION AND OTHERWISE
I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THAT ACKNOWLEDGED,

BUT ME ASKING AND THEM COMPLYING WOULD BE TOO MUCH LIKE RIGHT!

YOU HAVE TO FIGHT!
IN THIS WORLD.


PEACE FOR A LITTLE WHILE
THEN COMES TROUBLE OR
WHAT THE CALL STORMS
AND RAIN
WHICH CAN BE BENEFICIAL

SO AFTER WALKING IN THE BEAUTY OF HOLINESS

ONE MUST BE SUBJECT TO BEING PULLED INTO THE MUCK AND THE MIRE.

SO SINCE THIS BEING KIDNAPPED AND STAMPED ON IS A STORM
IT MUST BE BENEFICIAL.

AFTER SCULPTING AND MOLDING
AND APPLYING ONES SELF TO KNOWLEDGE
TO PERFECT ONESELF
MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY
AND THEREFORE SPIRITUALLY
WHAT'S TO KNOW
?

SOME ONE IS IN CONTROL OF SOMETHING
AFTER WHOLE WORLD GOES HEY WIRE SOME ONE SETS IT BACK!

BUT I LIKE GOD MUST SIT UP 24 HOURS 7 DAYS A WEEK WITH DARK CIRCLES UNDER MY EYES

AND OTHER COMPLICATIONS FROM SLEEP DEPRIVATION

HUNGER
LACK
AND ETC.

I FAIL TO UNDERSTAND HOW IT IS
ONE IS MADE DARK
AND IT IS SOME TYPE OF
IT IS...
A MARK AGAINST YOU

EXCUSE ME FOR LIVING
I HAD MET MY RESOLVE AS A CHILD THAT SOME THINGS WILL FORGO CHANGING AND ALL "I HAVE TO DO.." AS THEY TOLD ME WHEN I HAS A SMALL CHILD

"...WAS TO BE BLACK AND DIE!"

bitch'n - Poor Me Oh My God

Attend unto my prayer
O Lord
Please hear the voice of my complaint.



1. Protection
2. Perfection

enough said.

my desire to be safe and to run and hide in the presence of the Lord.


the search for the perfect place to hide in safety.

Continues.

The void.
Is void?
Validated?

Seek peace and ensue it.
Mankind always in the pursuit of ...
In hot pursuit.


Always falling short of.....

Being broke and contrite
Doth the Lord really love
Give him of your resources
and you shall go up
In points in ...

if you put that firey serpent
on a stick
and lift him up
and raise your hands to him

perfect lessons in worship

up up and away!


Perfect in power
Perfect in peace.
Perfection in protection.
Glorified bodies.
Perfect in duration, longevity,
therefore
Perfect in Praise.

Be ye perfect as I am Perfect.
or be ye Holy as I am Holy.
Worship the LORD in the beauty of Holiness.

perfect lessons in worship

up up and away!

Those who do business go down into the deep.

Stay tuned for tomorrow -
Get UGLY for God!

love

love

pony tail

Action hero vs. super hero

IT HAS BEEN SAID THAT THOSE WHO ARE LEARNED INDIVIDUALS
UPON HEARING OF ANY GIVEN SITUATION
they
RESPOND AS OPPOSED TO REACT.

ACTION THEY SAY SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS ...
however

SOME WORD ARE JUST CLAMOUR
TO MANY ACTIONS
MAY LEAD TO
CHAOS

the super hero may just sit there
with all of his superior powers
and avoid responding or reacting at all

the action hero may take flight! take action!
take things to heart!

commit several heroic actions! (as severally as he wills !)

and at the end of the day retire for the evening

just to return on the morrow for more.
AKA - EM EM GLUTTONS FOR PUNISHMENT!

in the natureal it seems that all is right with the world

in the spirit it is shear and utter ckhaos

while we
iin the upper ranks or the upper echelon of his kingdom
sit around and look divine and powerful
after a reset
the rest of us are flung into action


into manyfold traps and snares

so indeed it is a
Chaotic Harmonic Society.

Therefore I conclude
us superhuman mutant monarch people
we should strive to be
super-action heros or Action superheros
Quite.
Bon Vivant!

The end all be all

Is this the end of the road???
or hit the road??????

will he help us?


word to the wise...
GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELPS THEMSELVES.
(the kingdome of heaven suffereth violence and the violent take it by force.)
Love
Because it is required
And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all
-
thy heart
-
thy might
-
thy soul
-
and all
-
thy resources!
Deut. 6:5
What is required? To love.
Seems like it is a simple thing. Beyond feeling as well as with feeling. It is a gift to love. The very breath of God who is Love and exist in all and is in all places
Deposited in us is the required exchange or payment if you will for
His goodness and His love. Remember His word will forgo returning to Him void. One can say, He does indeed give His love unconditionally at times, however all will be required to give, of their own resources a return to Him. In fact, He requires the best, the first fruits. After being bestowed with and heavily endowed with the LORD’S blessings one may give an emotional response drenched with His love. But all in all we put our feelings to the side and decide to love.
Decide to love today! Amen.
WATER OF LIFE MINISTRIES
MINISTER JADA JORDAN
http://wolmjj.tripod.com/


http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dhfmt3qn_7cv8tctd4

PRAISE THE LORD! IT'S HOLY DAY - MARK MY WORDS

HELLO VIEWING AUDIANCE

TODAY WE HAD SOME TOGETHERNESS AND COOPERATION!

BUT ALL IN ALL
THE KIDNAPPERS WERE STILL PRESENT

EVERY MAN IS THE KING OF HIS OWN CASTLE
AND SOME MEN WOULD RATHER HAVE THE GRASSS THAT LOOKS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE

LIKE I SAID, AND I REITERATE,
EVERY ONE HAS THEIR OWN CASTLE ...

KIDAPPERS OF THE SOULS OF YOUR CHILDREN
THE ESTABLISHMENT THAT ESTABLISHES WHO LIVES OR DIES
WHO GAINS WHO THRIVES
WHO SURVIVES
OR WHO SUCUMS TO ....

WHAT IS DEATH
WHEN MANY SPEND MANY AN HOUR OUTSIDE OF THEIR BODIES
IS IT WHEN YOU CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE???????
SOME ONE DECIDES THEY KEEP ON GOING

SOME PEOPLE HAVE AN IDENTITY THAT THEY MUST MAINTANAND OTHERS THEY CAN JUST THROW LIVES AWAY

ANYWAY BY SURPRISE WE HAD A HIGH TIME IN THE LORD
AND WE AND A TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF COOPERATION.



MEANWHILE I STILL SUFFER MANY CURSE
BLACK CURSES
WOMEN CURSES
THE ANSWERS IS: d. ALL THE ABOVE

FOOLED BECAUSE OF MONEY THAT IS ALWAYS SOON DEPARTED.....

AT ANY RATE I SHALL MARK THIS DAY

AS A DAY TO BE CELEBRATED

A HOLY DAY

A HOLIDAY

TUESDAY APRIL 15, 2008

QUITE A QUAGMIRE...AND WHAT A QUAGMIRE IT IS

SO AS I WAS SAYING
AND HAVE BEEN SAYING ALL ALONG
I MIGHT ADD

EM EM

THE EBB AND FLOWW
THE TIDES OF CHANGE
ITS LIKE A BIG FISH STANK
OOPS I MEAN FISH TANK
FILLED WITH FIDDLERS AND CRAWDADS
UP IN THIS JOINT OKAY
I MEAN ALL OF THESE SP8IRITS

FIGHTING FOR VICTORY
IN THEIR CONFUSION
AND HAST
THEY FIGHT ME
WHILE FIGHT THE POWERS THAT BE
ITS A COMPLEMENT

THAT I AM THAT POWERFUL
SO AS WE DROWN IN THE SEA OF TORMENT
ON THE SEAS OF THE THE THE...
GASP
PRINCIPALITY OF FEAR AND TORMENT
THE HIGH SEAS I MIGHT ADD
EM EM

THE UNFORTUNATE FORTUNATE ONCE UPON AN ALREADY SINKING SHIP
CLING ONTO THE CAPTAIN
IN THE MIDST OF THE STORM
RM TOSSED TURBULANT SEA

ABOUT 15 OR SO OF THE CHILDREN
HAVE TURNED BY THE WAY SIDE
AND HAVE OVERTURNED THE SHIP
INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING THE ORDERS
TO MAINTAIN
AND KEEP PEACE
FOR A VOYAGE UPON THE WAR SHIP
AFTER MAKING THE CAPTAIN SEA SICK BY
MAKING WAVES
THE WHOLE THING WENT BELLY UP
CRAZY AND ANTI SOCIAL
FROM TO MANY KNOCKS ON THE HEAD
AT THE SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS
THEY SHOULD HAVE TAKEN THAT LEFT TURN AT ALBERKIRKIE

BUT THEY PASSED IT AND ARE NOW ALL THE WAY ON THE LEFT

THEY JUST LIKE TO FIGHT
AND WHAT A FIGHT IT HAS BEEN
FIGHT EACH OTHER IN THIS KNOCK DOWN DRAG OUT BAR ROOM BRAWL
BEFORE THE WORLD
THE PUT THE AMBOW ON EACH OTHER AROUND HERE OKAY

TO MUCH RIPPING UP AND DOWN IN FLORIDA
BAKER ACT PLEASE
EVERY DAY TILL I'M ALLOWED TO NEGOTIATE WITH THE HOSTAGE TAKERS

THIS QUAGMIRE IS CONTAINED
IN A CONTAINED ENVIRONMENT
AND THE CHILDREN
CULTURES
PRODUCTS OF THEIR ENVIRONMENT

POP UPS BABIES
OR ALL ASSORTMENTS AND
VARIETIES
FROM THE GROUND AND BEYOND FROM DIMENSION AND REALMS
THAT HE DWELLS
SUSTAINED BY HIS GREAT POWER

HOW I AM ALLOWED TO BE PULLED INTO THIS REALM IN THE WRONG TOWN, WRONG, STATE, WRONG COUNTRY, WRONG PLANETARY SYSTEM
IS BEYOND ME
I AM SEEKING INTELLEGENT LIFE FORMS

TO OTHERS THIS TRANSLATES AS
A
FREAK SHOW
GO AND PICK ONE UP

EVERY ONE HAS THEIR OWN INNER DEMONS
I HAVE LEGIONS OF THEM

TO THE POWERS THAT BE
IN THE HIGH HIARCHY OF HIS GREAT KINGDOM
HELP

SO WHO IS THE STINKER????????

WHO IS AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS


IN ORDER TO RESOLVE THIS ISSUE

OR ANY ISSUE FOR THAT MATTER

ONE MUST DETERMINE WHO IS THE SPEAR HEADER OF THE CRIME RING OR RINK
SINCE IT IS SUCH A LOATHSOME CRIME WE MUST GET TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS AT ONCE BY FINDING OUT WHO THAT INDIVIDUAL IS, THE SPEAR HEADER.

so anyway its a done deal -

again its been fixed
I am stuck in a fix

they are bound about me

Yoked

being used like the holy heifer
to save
save people from the torture chamber
from all sorts of calamities
yet me
i am the sacrificial heifer
from around the way
lil' ol tampa bay
the labelladdonna T9E!
stuck in the rut the struts
why
God only knows and cares
most people care about their own behind
even if they have half a mind
to know how to .

I die 9 times a second
and again the pulling continues an average of15 times a second
pulling into dangerous dream states
and again the 500 plus children continue to hold me captive to keep this going because they are afraid of me retaliation against them for what they have done.


Because they are bound about me
they are now the
principality of fear and torment
the dammed if you do dammed if you don't group.
The Fears of the Dammed.
a band of fearful tormentors.
Gangs of fear.
gangs are wrought about through the fearful tactics of the oppressor
The devil himself
... Is tired of being tortured and tormented.
The Right Winged

"The right"
"Because its right for the greater good of our people"
is the motto
of the "Majority"
Perhaps we should think the same for ourselves
whoever we are.
"However the wind blows"
the listless
restless onry spirits
bow and wave, and hurl through the
air
at will of the forces
behind it

so the hunting continues - THIS IS A HOLD UP! pOSESSION pOSESSION!

so then these spirit babies needed there switches pulled back in 2005/2004 when I found out about them
now it is the worst imaginable

worst comes to worst I end up looking like one slothful lazy individual
waiting on welfare
when i am
a multi-million dollar song writer
do the spirits have to think the worst of me
and just swear they want to help me

I've heard of people dragging your spirits down
but this is ridicules
dragging you into torture chambers.



being put down
where are the encouraging spirits.


Oppression
comes in a variety of forms

Most people lack self-esteem
and carry huge amounts of depression
so why drop of thEIr baggage on others
it takes a certain type of person to help. others period

IT'S A HOLD UP
MOST OF THESES SPIRITS COME TO STEAL.
AND BIND ME UP.

THEY ARE AFRAID THAT i AM GOING TO RETALIATE ON SOMETHING I WAS UNAWARE THAT THEY WERE DOING!!!!!
AGAIN A LITTLE OVER 500 .
sO MUCH
FOR THOSE SWITCHES.


DO THEY HAVE TO HAVE DONE THAT MUCH STUFF
THAT THEY HAVE TO COVER UP
BECAUSE THEY ARE POSSESSED BY FEAR
ARE NOW A PRINCIPALITY OF FEAR AND TORMENT
TO THE WORLD AT LARGE.
A CLAIM TO FAME BY ANY OTHER NAME IS STILL A CLAIM TO FAME.


AGAIN THE CHILDREN ARE BEING TRAPPED INTO THIS PRINCIPALITY
SOME MAY WANT TO HELP
BUT THEY GET TRAPPED IN TO THE DREAMSTATE OF OTHERS
AND HAVE TO ABIDE BY THE CONDITIONS
CONDITIONS
TRAIN PERSONS
FOR LIFE.


AND MY LIFE
IT
IS STILL ON HOLD.

IT'S OFFICIAL - I'M HAUNTED, AND CURSED!

WELL ABOUT 500 + OF MY CHILDREN (SPIRIT BABIES) CONTINUE TO TORTURE MYSELF AND THEMSELVES AND THE REST OF US.

ONLY PULLING US BACK AND FORTH
JUST TO BE TORTURED.
US AND ABOUT 800 MILLION + OTHERS

SOUNDS PEACHY?????????


THOSE TORTURING OTHERS RUN STRONG HOLDS THAT TELL OVER 50% OF THE U.S. TOTAL POPULATION WHAT TO DO.

THE CHILDREN HELPING ME
ARE TO BUSY
1/2 ASSN' AROUND
TO GET IT OVER WITH QUICK!

CAUSE THEY WANNA BE TOYED WITH
.

IN ADDITION TO BEING PULLED INTO SPIRITUAL TORTURE CHAMBERS THEY
MAKE ME LAUGH MAKE ME CRY MAKE ME TALK
LOOK CRAZY
MAKE ME EAT
MAKE ME FEEL FULL
(NOW THAT'S IN THE " SPIRIT" REALM)
MAKE ME EAT FECAL MATTER ALL DAY LONG
AND OTHER BODY SECRETIONS

WHAT'S A MATTER????

A CLASSIC CASE OF
THE OLD SHOE NURSERY RHYMES
IT ACTUALLY IS A VERY GRIMM TALE AROUND HERE
AKA
THE OLD WOMAN WHO LIVED IN A SHOE VS. THE SHOEMAKER'S ELVES

YALL FAILED TO KNOW YOUR LIVES ARE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE A FAIRY TALE
DESIGNED AFTER SOME NURSERY RHYMES???????

STAY TUNED FOR MORE FROM YOUR FAVORITE SPIRITIST
THE SULTRY SULTAN OF THE SOUTH
THE EMPEROR Y'DAH!
YADA YADA YADA!

PS.S. I TRIED TO MOVE TO ANOTHER COUNTY
AND THEY PULLED ME BACK !
ITS ALL OVER THE WORLD

Because I'm bad - Lying in wait to prey....

Principality of fear and torment
Principality of murder
spirit of murder
some people worship murder
use murder for power

So "they" are still driving to murder me
They ????
It is hard for the family to accept
I am the just as much the victim as the rest of us
we are all in the same boat
"Those people" want "our"

profit

or should I say most people want what is ours
we are the envy of the world!
Green with envy
The grass is always greener on the other side.
Advertising makes things look good

To some I'm easy prey

I'm working with pawns and a variety of other game pieces'
which is why i made myself the queen/king

they've come to put me in check


You make your move when
you see an advantage


some people are gullible
and others susceptible

I consider myself to be blind folded and gaged
so to some hopeless
and therefore
easy prey

The good ol' part is I get to lay
around on the beach
its booty for days
eye yi
shiver me timbers and all that stuff
most people murder for money
the so called commonly known even exchange
murder under the guise of freedom
Money in exchange for freedom

life experience / Untimely Visition

Scientific theory

Facts, Figures, Hypothesis, etc.

Its all theoretical
but one things for certain
I'll be glad when all of theses
untimely visitors leave

All unclean spirits are potential
demons and imps

From all of the spiritual activity and torture around
In good ol' sunny Florida
they have the ban or the principality of Fear and Torment
Fine line between angel and demon
They desire or lust to or feel comfortable being fearful and afflicting others with fear.
Using fearful tactics otherwise known as torment
Torture
just plain torture
Torture a type of torment in which people fear
Control for the purpose of control
I personally enjoy Wreaking Holy Havoc

so I guess a few seeds that may fall by the way side
to coin the parable
may be a little short of a darling little angel
and be a imp or demon

But at the same time it the powers that be
the rulers of darkness in this world spiritual wickedness in high places
well
God only knows what type of spirits those are

Like a storm they are formed by pressure &
oppression

Its cute but cute gets Tired Quick

Dumb Dumb Dumb.......~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(Shrilling Horrifying music)


Skreech!

As the saying goes Cute Gets old quick
or does it!!!!!!!!!!!

Great Got almighty!
Good golly miss molly
Mattie told haddie about the thang she saw

down right ugly
round these parts

Cute Sick and Tired

MAAAAAAD MONEY!!! - MOTHERS MAD MONEY IS THE MOTHER.. . LOAD

aT FIRST I THOUGHT
WHEN I FIRST LEFT FLORIDA
THAT I WAS DEALING WITH
A CASE OF MAD COW SUFFERERS
LITERALLY
ITS IN MY NOTES
YET I DIGRESS...
PEOPLE ARE JUST OVER MY MONEY
THAT'S RIGHT GIRL THEY ARE JUST MAD ABOUT YOU!!!!
YOU GO T9E! GO!

YES I'M POPULAR (SAID WITH THE VALLY GIRL ACCENT.)
YES I'M JUST A GURL FROM AROUND THE WAY

YES THE CITY
THE COUNTY
THE COUNTRY
THE BUTCHER THE BAKER THE CANDLE STICK MAKER YADA YADA Y'DA
THE CITIZENS AT LARGE
CAPITOLIZE
AND BENEFIT FROM MY EARNINGS
WHILE
I SLEEP IN THE STREETS
AND STARVE

YEA THEY FIXED IT ALL RIGHT
NOW I'M BROKE
LIVN
OFF OF DAT MISELEY
PAYCHECK
I USED TO GET WAS A JOKE!


ERRATIC VS. EROTIC BEHAVIOR IN FLORIDA
THIS IS PARADISE!

MAD MONE - MOTHENRS MAD MOWEN I FIRST LEFT FLORIDAEY IS THE MOTHER.. . LOADN

MAROONED BY GOONS

I'M SORRY YALL KNOW I'M INNOCENT


I SHOULD BE CLEARED OF ALL CHARGES
I'VE HEARD NORMALLY

WHEN THEY
FIND A CERTAIN SOMEONE
TO STANK THINGS AWAY FROM
THEY ARE ALLEGEDLY
SUPPOSED TO LIVE FREE OF CHARGE
SHOP ANYWHERE
LIVE ANYWHERE
BECAUSE THEY KEEP PRODUCING
GOODS, COMMODATIES ,COMMERCE
AND PLAIN OL'S PLAIN MULLLA
***
SINCE I'VE GOTTEN MY FEET WET
WITH RUSTIC

OUTDOOR LIVING
A.K.A. WHEN I WAS HOMELESS AND STRANDED IN L.A.

I AND AGAIN TECHNICALLY I'M HOMELESS
BECAUSE ANYONE AT MY AGE LIVING AT HOME W/MUM
WITH OUT FUNDS
IS HOMELESS !

iI AM GOING TO LIVE AND SURVIVE OFF OF THE LAND AS IT WERE IN TIMES PAST
REASON BEING
MENTIONED
AFORE

WITH OUT FUNDS
SURE THE POOL LIL OL MISUNDASTOOD
MULTIMILLIONARE WRITER /ENTERTAINER
THE LA BELLADONNA T9E
HAS OODLES OF DOE

BUT AM OFTEN STRANDED AND IS LFT DESTITUTE
AM WAITING ON THE USA AND THE WORLD TO FORWARD MY MONEY TO ME
TO GIVE ME THE PEACE AND PROTECTION THAT MONEY CAN AFFORD

AGAIN
I'M GOING TO LIVE OUTSIDE AGAIN
LIL OL' ME 'LIL MISS MONEY TREE!
SINCE THEY ARE HOLDING ME AND TORCHERING THE CHILDREN
IM AM THE RANSOME

AGAIN IF THERE WAS A MONEY U
I'VE GONE TO THE SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS!

CHOW!
SHALOM

ITS TIME FOR THE THE BIG SHOW - THE REPRISE!

WAITING FOR THE BIG BREAK!

TIME TO MAKE A MOVE
OR IS
IT
ITS TIME FOR THE REPRISE
THE SAME OL SAME OL

THEY STEALING FROM ME AND I'M RICH

AGAIN SUPERFICIALLY IM BROKE IN SHOWBIZNESS

ITS A COLD FRONT
THE MIXTURE OF RACES PEOPLE COMING TOGETHER AGAIN FOR ONE PURPOSE
TO STEAL FROM ME

SIGNING OFF
MINISTER JADA INEZ JORDAN
THE LABELLADONNA T9E!
SEPA RA ADONNA BET JAH
THE GREAT Y'DA

BROKE- INTO SHOW BUSINESS!! EXTRA EXTRA

YES I'VE HAD MY BIG BREAK
I HAVE BEEN DISCOVERED

SUPERFICIALLY I AM BROKE
AS IN WITH OUT MONEY
BROKEN IN
WITH OUT A DIME
USED LIKE A 10 CENT WHORE!

AGAIN
I REITERATE
EM EM...
I AM A TRILLIONARE EXTRODINAIR
WRITER ENTERTAINER

STUCK HERE AGAIN
AMONGST THE
FUSION OF ELECTRONS , HEAT AND COLD

THUNDER AND LIGHTENING
FLORIDA PROCLAIMS TO BE THE LIGHTENING CAPITOL OF THE WORLD

SO THEY HAVE COME OUT OF THE WOOD WORKS



AGAIN
OVER HEAR BEING HAUNTED NEAR THE BAYOU
I HAVE BEEN SUPPORTING PERSONS BOTH WHITE AND BLACK
THROUGH THE VEHICLE OF "THIEVERY THROUGH HAUNTING ME"

GOVERNMENTS, KINGDOMS COMMONERS ALIKE
AGAIN
I HAVE LIVED MY ENTIRE LIFE WITHOUT A FRIEND

BUT SOME REASON I AM BEING FOLLOWED BY THE SPIRITS OF PERSONS FROM MY PAST

IN THE NEWS TODAY
THEIR IS SUFFICIENT EVIDENCE FOR AN ARREST FOR
IF THEY KEEP THIS UP I'LL BE LIVING OUT SIDE AGAIN
"IT'S THE BUM DEAL"

NEEDLESS TO SAY I WANT MY MONEY
MY CHILDREN ARE BEING PULLED BACK AND FORTH FOR A RANSOM
WHICH APPEARS TO BE ME.

GOOD TIMES AND HAPPY DAY ARE HERE AGAIN!.

EVERY GOOD COMEDY SERIES HAS DRAMA
PLOT SETTING CONFLICT
ETC
USUALLY A MORAL TO THE STORY

ESPECIALLY AT FAMILY HOUR

AND AS USUAL
FOR ME IN THE LIL OL TOWN OF ST. PETE
THE POOR MISS UNDA STOOD T9E

{WHO WAS STOOD UP BY THE BUSINESS SO I HAD TO MAKE IT ON MY OWN!
(EVENTUALLY)}

AMONGST ALL OF THE RACISM
AND OTHER ISMS AND SCHISMS

ONE MUST MAINTAIN THEIR DIGNITY
ONE MUST STILL PRACTICE GOOD SENSE AND COMMON CURTESIES
ONE MUST MAINTAIN THEIR WIT ABOUT THEMSELVES
EVEN THOUGH THEY A STUCK IN A RUT
AMONGST
THE MUT
AND THE MIRE

AROUND THE SLIME OF THE BAYOU

ALL THE WORLD IS A SINKING SHIP WITH THE PASSENGERS
CLINGING TO EACH OTHER WITH HOPES OF CLIMBING OVER THE TOP OF ANOTHER DROWNING SOUL
WITH TO SAFETY ???
TO DRY LAND!
GET A GRIP WORLD
TRYING TO GET
PEOPLE TO
GET A GRIP
IN THE MIDST OF A DROWNING SHIP
IS A CHORE!
(ITS B00TY!!!, WHICH CAN BE ALL GOOD!!??!!) !:)!
BUT ALL IN ALL WE STILL MANAGE TO HAVE SOME GOOD TIMES.
SO BACK TO THE RACE ISSUE
THING CAN BE AN IMMATATION TO LIFE
THE EXPRESSIONS OF SUPREMACY
MAY HAVE A POSTER CHILD OR CATALYST (WEATHER HE BE SPOKE PERSON OR LEADER) OF
ANOTHER UNEXPECTED SORT OR KIND

THE STEREO TYPES MAY BE REPRESENTED BY THE REPRESSED OR OPPRESSED.
THE REPRESENTATION OF THE OPPRESSED.
HIDDEN AMONGST THE RANKS OF THE UPPER ECHELON OF SOCIETY!
AGAIN ALL IN ALL WE STILL HAD A GOOD TIME!

MINISTER JADA INEZ JORDAN
HIGH PRIESTESS Y'DA
SEPA RA ADONNA BET JAH
MOTHER SUPERIOR MUMRA

SHALOM!

smut about the iniquitus quagmire

friends, romans, and, countrymen!
yeehaw
trouble a brewin' in the backwoods yall

A new grassroots movement is a hankerin up in the boonies about the iniquitus quagmire
thicker than the mud about the okefenokee

More crawdads, fiddlers, and other crabs

intchn and a hankerin to get out to da lime light!

IN LA its country western
in florida the excuse
for being"real" with you is "tis the deep south yall"

however this is where our story began
or is it?

Either I've been scouted out, recruited, or stalked for the purpose of kidnapping and bloody murder! its bloody HELL! (W/BRITISH ACCENT)
ONE CAN FIND A SOLACE ANYWHERE I SUPPOSE

Born IN THE MIDST OF ADVERSITY
THE TROUBLED WATERS OF THE QUAGMIRE
INHABITED BY PESTILENCE AND PREDATOR
SURVIVAL OF THE FITEST

TURBULANT TIDES INCREASE ON THE SHALLOW SIDE
THE CONSPIRACY
AGAINST ME AND MY PEOPLE
WHOMEVER THEY MAY BE
THE CONSPIRACY COOKED UP JUST RIGHT
THE INTENSITY OF THE BEING PULLED INCRESED NOW TO MULTIPLE TIMES A SECOND SEEMS SENSELESS AND FUTILE
BUT ONE MUST MAINTAIN
ADAPT AND OVERCOME

IN THE NEWS TODAY
THE SOULS OF YOUR CHILDREN MAY BE GETTING STOMPED ON AND TORCHERED
THEFTS AND KIDNAPPINGS ON THE RISE

WELL AS WE WERE
AS REPORTED EARLIER
THIS IS WHERE IT ALL STARTED IT IS JUST MORE APPARENT
SIGNS OF MAKING SOME HEADWAY
IN MY INVESTIGATION
HIDING OUT OVER HERE WITH MY HOMIES IN KRACKER COUNTRY HAS PROVEN TO BE QUITE INTERESTING
WITH HOPES OF REMOVING MYSELF FROM THE AREA ALL TOGETHER
PAST AND PRESENT
WITH ALL KINDS OF CRIMES IN THE WORLD BEING COMMITTED AGAINST ME INFANTICIDE, HOMICIDE, BLACK ON BLACK CRIME, HATE CRIMES RACE CRIMES OF EVERY TYPE
EVEN PEOPLE IN THE BOONDOCKS CRAVE STARDOM!
WITH MYSELF BEING A MULTI-MILLION DOLLAR WRITER/ENTERTAINER
I HAVE ALL THE HOMMIES KNOCKING MY DOOR DOWN NOW!
OR ARE THEY?
ONLY IN THE SPIRIT
WHERE THERE IS ALLEGEDLY ONLY PEACE AND TRANQUILITY, AND LIBERTY
NOW THE LORD IS THAT SPIRIT AND WHERE THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS THERE IS LIBERTY
AND APPARENTLY A LITTLE OF SOMETHING ELSE!

ON WARD MARCH!

CHERRIES JUBILEE

WHEN WAS AROUND 15 OR 16 MY MOTHER TOOK ME TO THE MAKE UP COUNTER FOR MY FIRST REAL DESIGNER MAJOR MAKE UP PURCHASE. IT WAS THEN THAT I ENCOUNTERED MY FAVORITE LIPSTICK FOR ALL TIMES MAGENTA FROM FASHION FAIR. THE SOUFFLE IT LASTED FOR YEARS FOR DARN NEAR OVER 10 YEARS AND YES MY FAVORITE RED WAS CHERRIES JUBILEE LIPSTICK.

AS I RING IN THE NEW YEAR I HAVE ENCOUNTERED A DELIMA NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
ITS BEEN DARN NEAR 5 YEARS SINCE I'VE HAD CHERRRY PIE
EVERY ONE IN MY FAMILY KNEW THAT THE CHERRIE PIE WAS FOR ME.
I HAVE AWAKENED THIS MORNING WITH OUT THE USUAL SMELL OF TURKEY STUFFING CAKES AND PIES. AND OF COURSE ABOVE ALL COURSES THE USUAL CHERRY PIE!

SIGN THAT THERE IS SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE
I HAD A JOB OVER 5 YEARS AGO. SO I COULD EAT AND BUY ALL OF THE PIE I WANTED TO.
THIS IS A STEP UP
SINCE BEING STRANDED IN THE INIQUATUS QUAGMIRE OF L.A.
JUST WHERE I LIVED OUTSIDE EVERYDAY WAITING TILL THE 2ND OF THE MONTH WHERE 120 DOLLARS A MONTH WOULD SHOW UP ON A FOOD STAMP CARD ON LAST YEAR THIS TIME TO BE SHIPPED OFF TO JAIL ON OR AROUND THE 6TH OF JULY ATLEAST I GOT TO EAT PROCESSED FROZEN TURKEY MICROWAVED
A GOLDEN STATE FOOD STAMP CARD AT THAT.
THEY DO HAVE A A FOOD STAMP GOLD CARD NOW
BUT IM UNABLE TO QUALIFY
BUT ATLEAST I LIVE AT HOME WHERE I STARTED.
AT MOMS

ITS CELEBRATION UP IN HERE
CONSIDERING
I AM BEING VEXED AND HAUNTED LIKE FREAKIN HOLY HELL .

AND MY SPIRIT BABIES ARE BEING TOSSED TO AND FRO IN THE TORCHER
CHAMBERS
AND GO ON NEXT LIVES

AS THE DOCTRINE THAT MANY UPHOLDS AND BELIEVE IN SAYS

ENDURE HARDNESS AS A GOOD SOLDIER