Friday, June 27, 2008

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

progresssive times/time to progress

ONE GETS STUCK IN A RUT ONE MUST
COME UP WITH A PLAN TO
PLOW HIMSELF OUT.

I WAS IN COLLEGE
I WAS GETTING FIELD EXPERIENCE IN MINISTRY AND PERFORMING

THEN I DECIDED TO FORGO RETURNING TO COLLEGE
TO ATTEMPT TO TRANSFER TO ANOTHER ONE IN THE BAY AREA
SO THAT I COULD COMFORTABLY GET A JOB FIND A PLACE TO LIVE AND STILL ATTEND SCHOOL

IT TURNED INTO OTHER THINGS

UPON REVIEWING THE CURRENT JOB MARKET
NEW THINGS HAD BECOME STATUS QUO

FLMA
CDS
401K

THINGS THAT I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO USING
TO GET MY FEET WET I FOR THE SUMMER BECAME EMPLOYED BY SEVERAL TEMP AGENCIES
THEN I THOUGHT I'D TRY MY HAND AT FAST FOOD
BECAUSE I THOUGHT I'D MISS SOMETHING.

SO THAT I COULD APPRECIATE BETTER THINGS
I MADE SURE I WORKED THE EARLY MORNING BREAKFAST SHIFT
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH.

LOW WAGES
AND ETC.

NOW I JOINED THE WORK FORCE FULL TIME AFTER BECOMING PREGNANT
IN 1996 I WAS GOING TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE AFTER MARRIAGE
I FIGURED AFTER FORGOING QUALIFYING FOR GOVERNMENT ASSITANCE
I SHOULD GET A ENTRY JOB WITH BENEFITS
FOR THE BABY

WHEN I WAS YOUNG MY MOTHER USED TO CALL ME A HYPOCHONDRIAC. ALWAYS ILL.


I TRIED MY DARNEDEST TO SAVE SICK DAYS FOR A LONG VACATION. BUT AS ALL INDIVIDUALS IN THE WORKFORCE
YOU MEAN YOU HAD A PLAN.

SO INSTEAD IT BECOMES TIME FOR DISCRIMINATION.

I CONTINUED TO WORK WITH OUT FAIL.

I HAD MY CHILD I HAD TAKEN LEAVE FOR 3 MOS.
JOB WITH BENNIE'S LOW WAGE
I FOUND A PART TIME JOB FOR MORE TIME WITH BABY AND FOR RECUPERATION
I FINALLY WAS ABLE TO GET ANOTHER JOB
FOR SLIGHTLY MORE PAY
WITH PAID FMLA (FAMILY MEDICAL LEAVE ACT) AND 401K
AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
SO I WORKED AS SICK AS A DOG ON MOST DAYS.

I HAD A SECOND CHILD
RETURNED TO COLLEGE AGAIN

I CONTINUED TO WORK
SICK
AND SAVED MORE DAYS AND CREDITS
AND BROKE DOWN
AND PARTICIPATED IN THE
FMLA FOR ONE YEARS.

BLISS SHEAR BLISS
TO BE HOME ALONE WITH THE KIDS MOST OF THE TIME. WHEN WE WERE HOME.

STILL DOING MINISTRY AND PERFORMING GOSPEL MUSIC ALL ALONG.

TIME FOR RECUPERATION AGAIN AND SPEND TIME WITH CHILD. TO RETURN TO COLLEGE AFTERWARD.

THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN LOOKING UP.

UP TO 70 HOURS A WEEK OF WORK.

AROUND 5 HRS A NIGHT AT CHURCH.
CHOIR DIRECTING, DEPARTMENT COORDINATING, SINGING. ON "VOLUNTEER" BASIS.
STILL SICK STILL GETTING THOSE FEET WET
AND EXCERCISING AROUND 15 HOURS WEEK

GIVE ME A BREAK!
GIVE ME SOME PAY!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

jealous

GIVE ME A J. E A.L.O.U.S.
J IS FOR JADA
E - ETERNITY
ADORED
LOVED
OUTSTANDING
UNITY
SALVATION
GOD OVER THE JEALOUS
OR

JADA
ETERNALLY
ANOINTED
LOVING
OVERSEER
UNITED
SPIRIT
GOD THE JEALOUS

Saturday, June 21, 2008

STRANGE CHILDREN

CONDITIONS PERSIST

SO ABOUT THESE INDIVIDUALS

WHO

ARE EXCOMMUNICATED

FROM ALL RELIGIOUS BELIEFS


DUE TO COMING TO SEE ME

SPOILED ROTTEN ACID TAKING PHENS THAT ARE SOME ONE ELSES CHILDREN.

THESE SPIRITS OR GHOST

VISIT ME MORE THAN MY CHILDREN.


THESE BASTARDS

I SADLY AND REGRETFULLY USE THE TERM.

COME TO ME AS POOR BEGGARS AND ROBERS.

AS IMAGINED OF AGES OF OLD.



I IMAGINED AS A CHILD THAT THE TERM HAD COME ABOUT FROM THEIR CONSTANT

POOR DISGRACEFULL PESENCE AND LACK OF COOTH. FROM POOR UPBRINGING AND NEGLECT.


HOWEVER AS I AND OTHERS HAVE KICKED AROUND IDEAS PEOPLE MAKE CHOICES


I THOUGHT THAT SUCH TERM WAS OUT DATED.


BECAUSE OF THE OPPORTUNITY AFFORDED TO ALL.

HOWEVER OPPORTUNITY IS ALSO AS OLD AS THE SANDS OF TIME.


PERSONS ARE SHAPED AND FROMED IN A VARIETY OF ENVIRONMENTS

AND PEOPLE CHOOSE TO BE A CERTAIN PERSONA

TO GRATIFY

AND SATISFY

ONES

OWN SOUL


THEY CAN JUST STAY HOME.


INSTEAD OF COMING NEAR ME. TO NAG.


AND WHINE ABOUT HOW BAD LIFE IS.


THE SMART PILL

SHOULD BE PREFERED OVER THE

UNDER THE TABLE DRUGS


AGAIN I SEE THEM MORE THAN MY SPIRIT CHILDREN.


SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST MERE THEIVES.

JUST A THEIF.


PLAYING DUMB

AND MAKING ONESELF DUMB

IS ALL TO COMFORTABLE OF A COMFORT ZONE!


2 ARE BLACK

5 THAT ARE WHITE.


TRY TO FORGO LEAVING SUCH

A BAD LASTING IMPRESSION

WITH LASTING REPERCUSSIONS

ALL INVOLVED IN THIS TORCHER CHAMBER EPIC SUFFER FROM THEIR ANTICS

AND THE INFACT IT EFFECTS THE WHOLE WORLD SUFFERS

BECAUSE I AM THE MAIN ONE WORKING ON THIS CASE.


TO SEE TO IT THAT IT MAY BE

DETAINED AND CONTAINED

AND POSSIBLY BROUGHT TO A SCREECHING HALT

FOR LONGER THAN

A FEW SECONDS


THEY HAVE A HARD TIME DISCERNING THE COMPOSITION OF AN INDIVIDUAL.


HARD TIME DISCERNING WHAT IS PROPER ORDER

LACK COMMON SENSE.

AS THING

TO GET OFF ON

TO GET BY WITH.

SO ON AND SO FORTH

YET WE ALL SUFFER FROM THE ILLS OF THE SOCIETY.

AND I THE MOST. I SUFFER THE MOST.


I FIGHT HARD
FOR THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE.
HARDER THAN MOST.

I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO LIVE ON THE STREETS FOR 4 YEARS.

SEE THE CHORNICALS IN NARNIA LINK ON THE RIGHT.--->


THEY SWEAR THAT WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS CAUSING THE TORCHER CHAMBER TO GO AWAY OR IS HELPING ALL INVOLVED OR AT LEAST SOME OTHERS.


WE ALL INCLUDING THEMSELVES SPEND MORE

SPEND MORE TIME IN THE TORCHER CHAMBER

AND MORE MONEY FOR SAFETY.

AND MORE ON STOLEN ITEMS

AND ETC .

MANIPULATING THE SITUATION

PERVERTS

PERVERTING JUDGMENTS ON ALL LEVEL

LACKING COMMON SENSE.


THERES THE INSITGATOR/MANIPULATOR- JUST TRYING TO SEE


AIMLESS WITH OUT ANY DISIRED END

FAIL TO PLAN TO FAIL.


THEY CLAIM THEY WANT VICTORY

WITH CLAIMS OF VICTORY

THEY PRANCE AROUND

SHOWN' THEIR STANK BEHIND

LIKE SOME NAPPY HEADED CHILD

WANTING TO GET ATTENTION

JUST TO GET ARISE

THE 2 THAT ARE BLACK

WHICH A GOOD RATIO

OF ALL THE MILLIONS INVOLVED ONLY 2 PROACTIVELY ANNOY ME.


SEE I HAVE A DESIRE

THAT THOSE 5 INDIVIDUALS THAT I SEE AND

THE REST OF THE 500 THAT I HAVE FORGONE SEEING

QUIT COMING OVER TO ME

OR TO MY HOUSE

THATS IT

AND THE

REST WILL BE TAKEN CARE OF FOR ALL.





I AM THE GREAT HIGH PRIEST YADA, THE DIVINE


THE DAWN

THE LABELLADONNA T9E!

MOTHER SUPERIOR

SEPA RA ADONNA

RAV SAPHIRA

EMPEROR

GOD BEYOND THE UNIVERSE!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

blah - THE CREAM REWARDS!

WHY ARE PEOPLE CHECKING FOR DIRT
WHEN ALL CREATION CAME FROM THE DIRT

GOD MIXED HIMSELF WITH DIRT AND MADE MAN

SO THIS MORNING I WAS FORCED TO BLOW UP THE UNIVERSE

AND SOME ONE RESET EVERY ONE BACK
IN THIS HEINOUS SITUATION.

THIS
BARBARIAN PORTION OF THE TORCHER CHAMBER EPISODE
IS THE SAME HORRENDOUS STUFF
PEOPLE ARE CONDITIONED TO DO.


I MUST BE THE CENTER OF THEIR JOY!


THEY ALL COME TO ME ALL OVER 800 THOUSAND MILLION PEOPLE.
TO CLAW AND GASP LIKE A DROWNING SHIP IN THE SEA OF SIN.
FILLED WITH SIN SICK SOULS
BECAUSE THEY HAVE TAKEN IT IN
SIN
IN WHICH
WE ARE BORN IN
AND
UNABLE TO BEAR.

I AM
THE GOD OF EVERYTHING BUT A CHILD OF GOD!
...BE BLACK AND DIE!
...IF YOUR GOING TO BE A BITCH BE A GOOD ONE!
...AND ALL OTHER REALISTIC PHRASES AND IDIOMS AND TRUTHS TO LIVE BY.

WIVES TALES AND FABLES
I'M A REALIST
TO THE EXTREME APPARENTLY
HOW BAZAAR.

THE SUPPLIER OF ALL THEIR NEEDS.
GOD OF PHASADS
THE GOD OF THE CURSED!

REALITY CHECK
CONDITIONS PERSIST
GOD CURSED MAN TO WORK
WOMEN ARE TO BE SUBMISSIVE TO MEN
ANIMALS ARE BENEATH MAN KIND
BLACK PEOPLE HAVE A BLACK CURSE


SO
WOMEN ARE NOW EQUALS
WE MUST WORK AND STILL BE SUBSERVIENT AND SUBJECT TO ALL REMAINING CONDITIONS THAT PERSIST
ADD TO THAT YOU ARE BLACK
ITS THE CREME DELA CREME!

I HAD FORGONE AS A SMALL CHILD EXPECTING ANYTHING MORE THAN WHAT WAS APPARENT.

PEOPLE ARE EXPECTING GOD TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME THAT HAS FORGONE
EVER BEING DONE IN THE HISTORY OF MAN KIND.


ITS TOO MUCH STUFF FAR TO MUCH
PEOPLE GO ON THE NEXT LIVES
WHILE I SIT HERE BARELY ALIVE.

TO DIGRESS
OR CONTINUE
SO AFTER I HAD BLOWN UP THE PLANET

INSTEAD OF RESETTING IT WITHOUT
THE TORCHER CHAMBER EPISODE AND ITS
CONSPIRATORS



ITS EITHER THE CREME DELA CREME OR THE PLASTIC ON THE SURFACE.

THEIR IS SUCH A POLICY AMONGST MEN
IF YOU ARE OFFENDED YOU MUST REWARD YOURSELF WITH WHAT YOU LIKE.

I LIKE CREAM
CAKE AND KRISPY KREME CHOCOLATE COVERED CREAM FILLED DOUGHNUTS.
BAVARIAN CREAM..

THAT DEAR PEOPLE
IS WHAT I AM TO HAVE EVER IN LIFE
IN REPLACE
OF
MONEY
SEX
FOOD
CLOTHING
AND HOUSING.

THE CLOTHES I HAVE I HAVE HAD SINCE 2001 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.


I AM IN 100% NEED OF MONEY.

BECAUSE
KRISPY KREME HAS FORGONE BEGGING FREE

AND ITS NEAREST LOCATION IS IN TAMPA
AND I'M IN SAINT PETERSBURG.
ACROSS TAMPA BAY!
ANN ENTIRE BODY OF WATER
WITH OUT
MONEY
TRANSPORTATION
AND ETC.
HOW DOES ONE OBTAIN SUCH A REWARD.
I WILL HAVE TO TRY AS
HARD AS
A DEDICATED
CHRISTIAN DISCIPLE
TO REACH HEAVEN
MAKE THE RAPTURE
AND AVOID
THE TRIBULATION PERIOD
AND THE LAKE OF FIRE!
THE END ALL BE ALL
KRISPY KREME CHOCOLATE COVERED CREME FILLED DOUGHNUTS.

I 'LL KEEP YOU ALL POSTED ON MY JOURNEY TO OBTAIN THE CREME REWARDS

...
SINCE 2005 BEEN TRYING TO PROTECT MY CHILDREN AND MYSELF!

PRAYING FOR A WAY TO STAY AWAKE TO WATCH OVER THEM.
OR FOR GOD TO INTERVENE
AS THE OLD SAYING GOES TO DIGRESS
"GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELPS THEMSELVES"

I AM NOW CURSED TO STAY WAKE ALL DAY AND NIGHT
WITH A FEW SECONDS OF SLEEP BEING SURROUNDED BY
BARBARIANS OF ALL SORTS
THEIVES AND ROBBERS.

PEOPLE ARE TORCHERING
THE SOULS OF 85 PERCENT OF ALL AFRICAN AMERICANS
I TO "THEM" AM JUST ONE IN THE BUNCH
BUT FOR SOME STRANGE REASON THEY HAVE TAKEN TO FOLLOWING ME1
EVERY WAKENED HOUR.

SEE ANOTHER SAYING
"MANY ARE THE AFFLICTIONS OF THE RIGHTEOUS"

HOW LONG IS GOD'S DELIVERANCE.

SPIRITS WANT ME TO BE RIGHTEOUS SO THAT I MAY HAVE GOOD GIFTS
PEOPLE MAKE SURE I GO DOWN A PATH TO BE RIGHT
AND THEN COMPLAIN
WHY ARE YOU DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE
YET AGAIN
I REITERATE
PEOPLE EXPECT MORE FROM GOD FOR ME
THAN HAS EVER BEEN DONE FOR ANY.


HERES ANOTHER
TO GIVE HONOR WHERE HONOR IS DUE
TO BE RIVALED BY ANOTHER
OR TO THAT I SAY AND YOU ANOTHER ONE
OR I'LL RAISE YOU ONE BETTER
LEARN TO TUTE YOUR OWN HORN!

SO HINCE FORTH NOW AND FOREVER UNTIL ETERNITY

I AM THE GREAT
HIGH PRIEST YADA
THE DAWN
THE LABELLADONNA T9E!
MOTHER SUPERIOR
SEPA RA ADONNA

RAV SAPHIRA
EMPEROR
GOD BEYOND THE UNIVERSE!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

all for one and one for all

stern and adamant


this torcher chamber episode is ridden with and reaking with
putrid conditions

they the opposition use conditions of stern and adamant
of all parties, there appears to be only 15 individuals doing such conditioning via dream state.

SOME SPIRITS APPEAR TO BE WEAK

FOR THE LACK OF A BETTER TERM
HARD HEADS MAKE SOFT BOTTOMS
FOR ALL PARTIES INVOLVED

WE MUST DEAL
WITH THE REPERCUSIONS OF
THEIR "CLICKING"

OF THEIR ATTACKS

THEY ARE DEFINANTLY
PERSISTANT

STERN AND ADAMANT
...
PERSISTANT
- -WHAT COMES UP FIRST AFTER THAT
JEALOUSY, PERVERSION, FILTH.
ALL ENDING IN THAT
INSANITY

PINNACLE
WHAT A CLIMATIC END

----
I MYSELF HAVE NOTICED MY SPIRIT
SUFFERING
BRAIN DAMAGE FROM SEVERE SPIRITUAL ABUSE OPPRESSION.AFTER SUFFERING SEVER "PHYSICAL" TRAUMAS . OR DAMAGE TO MYSELF MY SPIRIT. DAMAGE FROM THOSE PERSISTANT SPIRITS.
severe enough to become brain dead.

PERSISTANCE PAYS OFF!

AND QUITE A ROBBERY IT IS.

REMEMBER ALL IILL WILLED SPIRITS WILL
-- STEAL KILL AND BE DESTRUCTIVE.

WHEN LEFT TO THEIR OWN WHILES
WHEN UNATTENDED TO .

TO BE IDLE
IS A VIOLATION OF
THE USE OF MODERATION

OVER INDULGENCES IF YOU WILL IN ME TIME.

WE ARE BOTH SEEKING THE SAME THING ON OPPOSITE ENDS OF THE SPECTRUM.


POWER!

WHICH LEADS US
TO
VARIANCE
A GATHEIRNG OF THOSE WHO ARE IN DISAGREEMENT.
AROUND SUCH A SAINT AS MYSELF.


MISERY LOVES COMPANY

ALL LOVE A REBEL


AM I A LIBRAL,
OR CONSERVATIVE
ALL CAN BE REBELLIOUS.
BUT ITS ALL TO HOT

SELFISH AMBITIONS

POWER OF LOVE MONEY SPIRITUAL ENDOWMENTS, GIFTS BLESSINGS
POWER OF ALL SORTS.
POWER OF DEATH AND LIFE.

PERSISTANCE IS KEY.

THEY GO ON THEIR NEXT LIVES FOR RECOOPERATION FOR DOWN TIME.

BY ALL MEANS KIDS REMEMBER

MODERATION IS STILL THE KEY
AS WELL.


ALL IS FOR ONE
PERSISTANCE.
PERSISTANT PURSUIT OF POWER.

Monday, June 16, 2008

emperors groove

I like to dance
I am indeed one of the best of dancers


dancing to feel free
to feel as
if you are flying
in control
of yourself


I LEARNED TO TURN mourning into dancing

...

temperance
sobriety
study to be quit
TRAIN OF THOUGHT THAT THINGS ARE TEMPORAL
WOULD FORGO BECOMING DEPRESSED OVER REGRETTING AND THE TROUBLES OF THE WORLD
BECAUSE OF A FINAL PLACE OF REST IN HIS HEAVENS IN MIND.

....

avoiding being
clamorus
back bitting
negative
lusting after someone
complaining
whinNing

quit
cold turkey

Sunday, June 15, 2008

IT'S OUR ANNIVERSARY!!!

TODAY IS THE ANNIVERSARY
OF THE WAY WE ARE AND THE
WAY WE WERE ...

THE TORCHER CHAMBER EPISODE

I WAS STUNNED

THAT NIGHT I WAS AWAKENED

STUNNED THAT THE CHILDREN BULK OF THEM WERE IN THE TORCHER CHAMBERS AGAIN
AND GOING AROUND ON THEIR NEXT LIVES WITH OUT KNOWLEDGE OR CARE.

BEFORE MY RETURN TO FLORIDA IN MAY
SOULS WERE BEING TORCHERD 13 XS A SECOND
WE WERE HERALDED AS THE SAVIOR!

THEN FORGETFULNESS STRUCK

AND KNOWN I AM AS THE SCARLET LETTER THAT EVERY ONE WANTS TO LEAVE
ALWAYS ACCURSED
AND ALWAYS THE SAVIOR

SO MEANWHILE THE EMPEROR DEALS
WITH THE TRAGEDIES OF THE WORLD
ALL IN A DAYS WORK
WHILE
BEING HELD CAPTIVE.

STRANGE CHILDREN SPIRITS POP UP NEXT TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES A SECOND
AFTER BEING APPREHENDED.

STILL
TRYING TO CONVINCE THEM TO QUIT.

A STRANGE SOUL BORN OR MADE TO TORCHER AND TO ENDURE BEING TORCHERED.
IN A WORLD
OF UNNECESSARY RACIAL DISCORD.


UP TO 75 CONDITIONS ON THE PLANET FOR MEN TO DISLIKE WOMEN.

SEVERAL OTHER CONDITIONS FOR WHITES TO HATE ETHNICS.


BLACK CURSES

AND SO ON AND SO FORTH


WE HAVE MANAGED TO MAINTAIN AND ADAPT AND OVER COME

CAN THE PUBLIC THE GENERAL PUBLIC QUIT PLEDGING THEIR LIVES TO COME TO MY HOUSE,
NEAR WHERE I AM
IS WHERE THE BULK OF THE DANGER IS.

THIS IS A CALL TO ORDER
THE NEW WORLD ORDER!


BLESSINGS AND UNITY!


Saturday, June 14, 2008

STATE OF EMERGENCY!!!!!!! - Nigga didn't I tell you to run!!!(5xs)

Shema Israel adonai eleheinu adonai echad!

Shabat Shalom!

Ace lama lekem!

again when I left florida it was indeed a state of emergency!
sheer and utter chaos
only to be followed by more sheer and other chaos!


Being left for dead
being left destitute
I and few million others
now with nearly 100% of all african americans in my age group experincing incarceration

people being made transient and accused of spying and having other larcenic attributions ascribed to them

having to be in the streets run the streets and live the fast life all predicated upon achieving the american apple pie in the sky dream.

We are either
Getting their fast
(using the fast lane)

or going no where fast(5xs)

or

THE MORE THINGS CHANGE THE MORE THINGS STAY THE SAME!

You see I was mad as hell!
when I had to leave my seren environment of holesomeness that I had created for myself
AND MY TWO CHILDREN


I heard an old song say O siner man where do you run to

....
It goes on to say all on that day

...
what great and noteable day
are you looking for.

Cause they have all been
bad
and filled with how do you say tribulation!!!!!!!
periods of tribulation
are
anyfold
which
enrapturing moments are you working for!!!!

My what a revelation
400 years!!!!
okay 400years!!!

from shore to shore
will their be
400 more!!!!

Yet I digresss
when I was a child recieving my neighborhood training

I and everybody else
Bless his name
Learned
When something goes down
Run nigga run.

And when you behind gets caught!
Nigga didn't I say run!!!!!!!!

IF YOU ARE RUNNING FROM THE FUZZ OR
RUNNING FROM TROUBLE MAKERS.

With all african americans having blood and needing crypts to rest in
we still have a need for how do you say
peace normalcy holesomeness
however my dear friends be carefull of who you look to for your examples!

there more to the apperance than what meets the eye
they
say Ah when I see him!

What!!!
Amen
What was your life like before this so called enrapturing vision that we should be running from all on that day!

I am anti people afriad of the rapture
live life while you can!!!!

People are dead and dying
in bodies
sleep walkers.

New day
New world order
New way
Blessings and unity
___________________

Again we are trying to escape!

THIS IS THE STATE OF EMERGENCY!!!~!!!!!!!!
This is where now it all started
I took off runnin'
just like they said you should from the fuzz
DANGERS SEEN AND UNSEEEN
like I said children live life while you can!!!
waiting for those warm fuzzy moments

of highness off of that apple pie undesigned for you to obtain but made by you!
have to what yourself around hear.

Trying to make someone build your america off of the sweat of their brow while they lie in scawller.

Most people are tired!

Give me your poor and your tired!!!!!!!

Suffering from abuse begets abuse in our land.

every man for himself!
sound like everything old is new again!

again I reiterate 400 years!

so we left for a better life where as I siadto the children
I am lookin' for a place where "a nigga got a chance"

after living a life so prim and proper and sanctified
I decided I reserved the right to use the word nigga after being treated so much like so.

After being taught to use that word sparingly
And again we have the use of choice words reserved for such a time as this!

Yall understand me!

They are unable to leave
because they are unable to seperate themselves from my richness.

Its like malaria
I am exotic
whether I know it or not(5xs)

but again I remind you it took 400 years until they were sick of it.

A bit of Love sickness.

New Day!
in the 60's
was the dawing of a new day
and wuite a struggle it is.
niggas getting whipped
now in this day and age
still getting whipped up on in the easy chair.

If you avoid standing up for something you will lie down for any and every thing.

its a hceep trick being clumped in with the po white trash of this society and wondering why we are all like
the victims of a sinking ship.

what a fix I am in.

fighting and clawing
for mire survival.

When I reach the distant shore I am left destitute.

While "they" run off with the spoils.
but I raise you one better
you better run with the pack
and I dare say be
"THE LEADER OF THE PACK"

NIGGA
EM EM
YALL KNOW WHO I AM TALKING TO
BECAUSE YOU ARE CALLED SO
EVEN IF IT IS BEHIND YOUR BACK
AND BEHIND CLOSED DOORS

KEEP IN MIND
I ALL SO SAID TO MY CHILDREN
THAT EVEN IF THAT
SO CALLED NIGGA GOT A CHANCE
THEN SO MUCH SO FOR ME
FOR US
MAYBE I'LL FIND SOME WELL BREAD INDVIDUAL TO PROMISE MY GIRLS OFF TO TO SEND THEM AWAY FROM THIS HELL WHOLE.


LIVE LIFE WHILE YOU CAN.

I'VE BEEN TO THE HOLY LAND
AND QUITE A STRUGGLE IT IS
WE ALL HAVE MOUNTAINTOP EXPERIENCES
PINNACLE
VALLY LOW
EVERYWHERE I GO
I MUST
PRAISE MYSELF
TO RAISE MYSELF
ABOVE
THE COMMON EXPECTATION
TO LEAD THE PACK
I HIT THE GROUND RUNNIN'
AND WHEN I WAS FIRST THROWN
I SLEATHERED THROUGH AND TO THE WATERS

THIS ATE OF EMERGENCY BARELY HITS THE PAPER!!!
ITS ALL HUSH HUSH
WHAT THEY AREA SAYING IS AS FAR AS I'M CONCERN THAT NIGGA CAN EAT DSHIT AND DIE
AND WHAT I'VE HEARD IS ALL I GO T TA DO
IS BE BLACK AND DIES
BUT I
RISE
I RAISE YOU ONE BETTER
I
SHALL
ALWAYS
LEAD THE PACK
IF YOU THROUGH ME IN THE GRAVE
MY BONES SHALL BE THE ENERGY THAT FUELS
NATTIONS
TO SAFTY AND PEACE

I AM THE CREME DELA CREME BECAUSE
I AM SOUGHT AFTER LIKE THE JEWEL OF THE NILE!

I AM INDUSTRIOUS
I AM COMMERCE
AS YOU SAW ON THE SELLING BLOCKS


INSTEAD OF KIDNAPPING AND ENSLAVING ME
CONTACT MY PEOPLE
AND I'LL CONTACT YOUR PEOPLE
WE'LL
MAKE A CONTRACT
TO DO BUSINESS

I AM UNABLE TO DO BUSINESS WITH THOSE THEY HAVE SENT ME

IS THIS THE BEST YOU'VE GOT!

SO I MUST STLL FIGHT TO GET OUT OF THE CHAINS AND THE CUFFS!!!!!
AMEN

AKA THEY STILL HAVE ME SURROUNDED!

INTERGREATION VS SURRONDED!

BUT WE MARCH ON!
SUFFERING BREAK INS
THIS
RESTLESS
SPIRITS

ARE THE ARROWS
TO
TAKE

MY PROVISION
.
THAT AFFECT ME IN THE "NATURAL"
....

THEN THEY WANT BE TO CRY OVER THE WAY WHITE PEOPLE TREAT YOU IN THEIR PRESENCE.

I ALWAYS AVOIDED BEING THAT NIGGA.

SO I MUST STLL FIGHT TO GET OUT OF THE CHAINS AND THE CUFFS!!!!!
AMEN

STATE OF EMERGENCY!!!!!
BLESSINGS AND UNITY!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Monday, June 9, 2008

Well most people lie! Despies Lies Love Lies!

Well ...
Well hell!

or oh well then.

discerning the spirits.

they appear to be over fears
but torment definitely is prevalent.


liers lie in wait to deceive
deceiving others oft times lead
to deception of ones' self
THE DECEPTION OF THE DECEIVED

PEOPLE LOVE THE POWER OF LIES

FALL PREY TO IT LIKE THE SWEET
PRESENCE OF ANOTHER IN WHICH ONE HAS GROWN
SWEETLY
AFFECTIONATE OF
LIES GROW
THEY GROW
MONEY LIKE IT GROWS ON TREES
TO THE POINT THAT I THOUGHT THE ORIGINAL LIE IS WHERE MONEY WAS CONCEIVED

MONEY MUST BE A LIE BECAUSE I CAN BARELY SEE IT

MAKE PLENTY OF IT.
DEFINITELY NEED IT
LOVE WANES AND SOON FADES AWAY WITH OUT IT
LIES AND MONEY MUST BE SOME WHAT OF AN EQUIVALENT

LIES GROW LOVE FASTER THAN IT DOES MONEY

LIES HAVE A FATHER
THAT'S LIES LEARNED TO LOVE I'M SURE

LOVE LEARNED TO LIE
LOVE DEFINITELY LOVE LIES
ONCE BESIDE IT LIES BESIDES LOVE AND LOVE ON TOP OF LIES, LOVE IT WOULD BE ANOTHER WORD BESIDE.
QUITE A TRYST

TRIED AND TRUE WHAT ELSE COULD LOVE
I MEAN LIES
I MEAN MONEY DO!

LIES LIE IN THE MIDDLE ALL THE TIME
LIES COME FROM THE BEGOTTEN OF GOD!

QUIT AN TOOL OF AMUSEMENT!
DISHONEST PROFESSIONS LIE IN A BED OF MONEY!

GOOD LIERS LEARN TO BELIVE THEIR OWN LIES
EVEN THE HONEST BELIEVE LIES OFTTIMES

LIES AT ANY COST
BUY OR EARN!
WITHERED THROUGH
TORCHER
ON ALL LEVELS
PASSION AND OBSESSION
THEY ALL LIE!

THE TRUE THEE FOLD CORD OF LOVE
LIES MONEY LOVE AND THEN SOME.
LOVE TO MAKE LOVE
LOVE TO MAKE MONEY
MONEY TO BUY PLENTY
LIES MAKE LOVE
SOMEWHAT OF A FATHER
LOVE TO MAKE LIES.

SOMETIMES LIES CAN BE FUNNY!

PILES OF MONEY
PILES OF LIES
SOME TIMES PEOPLE ARE FULL OF IT

IS THERE ANY END TO IT!

TILL BURNED OUT!
DRUGED AND INTOXICATED ON OR BECAUSE OF...
THEY JUST GO AROUND AND LIE

REST UP FOR ANOTHER TIME!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

schizo waz here FELLINGS OF SUPERIORITY -GOD

trying to remove the drug element
or
dying to remove the drug element


WHOD'VE THUNK IT ???


THAT SPIRITS CAN GET HIGH
AND HAVE ALL OF THE
SYMPTOMS
TRIPPIN'
CLICKIN
AND
TWEEKING
LIKE THOSE WHO ARE POPPED OUT,


POOPED OUT
EMPEROR YADA
LIL OL' T9E FROM AROUND THE WAY

WHO HAS LIVED A LIFE OF SOBRIETY
AND HOLINESS ALONG THE WAY

IS LEFT
TO BE FOLLOWED
BY SUCH


WHAT'S A GIRL TA DO
STAY TUNED FOR MORE FROM